Disclaimer: I dont own DBZ.

Gohan thoughts go haywire during his battle with Cell. This is what he thinks about during the losses in his life.

A life put to halt



How many times have I heard you say,

That I always let you down,

How many times have I heard you request,

To let that dagger drown,

How many times must crimson blood,

Touch the solid blade,

I told you all that never again,

Would it be my fault,

Yet in the end, my spirit is thin…my life is put to a halt.

How much pain can I take,

Before my existence yearns to die,

How much more until I break,

The emotions I conceal cry,

How much hate must I spread,

My living state is held on by a thread,

I told you all that never again,

Would it be my fault,

Yet in the end, my spirit is thin…my life is put to a halt.

How many tears must shed from my eyes,

Until you notice that I am depressed,

How many dreams must be shattered,

Until your satisfied that I am stressed,

How many cries must I whimper,

Until you tease me once more,

I told you all that never again,

Would it be my fault,

Yet in the end, my spirit is thin…my life is put to a halt.

How much sorrow will it take to fill,

The hunger of hatred you wish,

How much bitterness will it take to fill,

The need to taunt me and make me hiss,

How much grief will it take to fill,

The jealousy you feel for me,

I told you all that never again,

Would it be my fault,

Yet in the end, my spirit is thin…my life is put to a halt.

How many times have I heard you beg,

For me to speak a word,

How many times have I heard you mock,

I am just life's pet to tease,

How many times have I heard you sneer,

That you will win and I will just be queer,

I told you all that never again,

Would it be my fault,

Yet in the end, my spirit is thin…my life is put to a halt.