I hope that this is going to be ok for you all. I wanted to try writing a book on the famous tv program supernatural. My favourite shipping is destiel.

I also wanted to make clear that this is a boyboy relationship. Destiel is the main pairing and secondly will be Sabriel.

Well on with the book...

CHATER 1).

I have lost everyone that I love. Sam is in the devil's box with both Michael, and lucifer. Bobby had his neck snaped and cas, was killed by Michael. So, I'm in this dam fucking graveyard all on my own. I could not stop the tears from falling down my face. I did not even care that I was in a lot of pain, but I just could not care. What I really needed was my family back. But I also want my cas, back. The pain in my chest was getting worst, every breath that I was taking is painful. It has felt like hours that I have been on my knees in the graveyard. Really it had only been 30, minutes give or take. Maybe if I pray to God then he will bring my cas, back to me. then I will find a way to get my brother back. I brought my hands together and prayed.

Dear god,

If your listen to me then please can you help me. I cannot do this without my cas, so please God, please help me.

Amen...

A deep breath left me and then nothing, all I could do was just cry even more.

"It is nice to finally meet you dean Winchester." The voice said.

I looked to wear the voice came from and stand there was a man. "Who are you?" Was all I could say as I tried to get up. "You know who I am dean. You prayed to me." the voice says to me.

Wait that means that he is God, but will he really help me. "Your god." I said to him. He moves closer to me and it is Chuck, he

nods his head yes to me.

"Dean, I do this because Castiel is my son. He is a good boy that will need you help. I know that you are in love with my son. Just as I know that my son is in love with you. Dean, I will bring back Castiel, back as well as bobby, but I cannot do that for sam. For that I am sorry. But I will do all that I can to brig Sam back." Chuck, tells me.

I really did not know that to think or say to him. I new that what he was saying was the truth I could feel that. "Ok! But when will Sam come back." I said to Chuck. I watch as Chuck, walks closer to me.

"Dean, he will come back in about a year that is all that I can tell you. Now got back and keep my son from making stupid mistakes ok." Were all Chuck, said to me.

"Oh, and one more thing dean, don't you hurt my son." Chuck said I was then back in the graveyard.

Dam the again was starting make its self-known to me when I Hurd wing behind me. I turned my head and standing there was cas, I started crying once again. I tried to stand up, but I just could not do that my whole body was in pain.

"Cas." Was all I said.

"Hello dean." Cas softly says to me. every time cas, says hello dean to me it seems to do things to me. my whole body hurt but all I wanted was to hold cas, in my arms and never let go. But I could not even move with out getting pain.

He touched my cheek, and I was mended and the thing that I did was run to cas and wrapped my arms around him. "don't ever leave me like that ever again. I love you cas." I said to cas, while crying. I cannot believe that I just said that but deep in my heart I knew I was real.

"I know that you may not feel the same way as me..." I did not get to finish what I was saying as cas, lips were on mine.

My arms wrap around him and out lips were perfect fit with each other. The kiss was so passionate, that moaned in the kiss. Cas, pulls me even tighter in to his arms and I new that cas, was mine. Needing to breath I pulled away and we looked dep into each other's eyes.

"Dean, I love you too, I have done for a long time." I pull on his trench coat and kissed him with everything that I had in me. pulling back and I felt like for the first time I had something worth living for.

"I'm so sorry about Sam, dean. I know that it is going to be hard without Sam, but I will always be by your side." Cas, softy says to me.

I new that cass, was right and I new that he would never leave me. I just don't know if I can be a hunter with Sammy.

It hurts that Sammy, is with Lucifer, and I couldn't even do anything it. I could still feel the warm tears running down my face. I then felt cass, arm's wrap around me once again.

I clenched on to his coat and put my face in to his neck. I breathe in and I could smell honey and pine. The smell calms me down and I new that I would have to live my life for Sammy. I would live it with cass.

A/N:

Sorry that it has taken me a while to update anything but I had a nasty fall and ended up in hospital getting 30, stitches. But I'm back know and ready to carry on with my books.

Next chapter will be a Time slip forward 4, months. They will also be realising that they want each other. Even though they did kiss, Dean just ain't there yet but he will be. As dean did enjoy kissing cass.

Don't worry Sammy, will be back but not for a couple of chapter's in.

Hope the the first chapter is ok for you all.