Damn hussy. It was only a kiss! I just kissed Wesley! He didn't have to act like I did anything that horrible. It was a mistake. Plane and simple. Wesley got that. Why couldn't Charles? And then she had to come around, 'borrow' him, sleep with him, and take him away from me. But Charles seems to to think it's better this way. He's happier with her and now I don't have to feel guilty about my feelings toward Wesley. But even though he doesn't know it yet, he is in love with Miss Morgan.

And even though once-upon-a-time I could have had Wesley or Charles, I can't have either now. I've waited to long. And now I have no one.