I've lost her now. No chance of getting her back. I've hurt her more then I could have if I'd tried. She was right. What we had when she kissed him was nothing compared to want we had, let's be honest now, before Veruca appeared. I had no right comparing the two. None whatsoever. But I did, call it a last resort in desperation, or an attempt to get the guilt directed away from me. Whatever. The point is that I basically threw her away without meaning to, and now the only thing I can do is leave.

After I stop Veruca.