Ideas Ginny about Harry

And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to go, no one to turn to.

I wonder what he thinks of me? Does he have the same feelings as me? Probably not. Why would he want anything to do with me?

Did not want your money sir
and i'm here because i was told to

He's the famous Boy-Who-Lived, the defeater of He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, and I am the daughter of a poor, member of the Ministry and I doubt most people even know I exist.

But now the night is near
And I can make-believe he's here

I would never tell anyone about my feelings for him, not even my family. It would just get to my brothers and they would tell him and then I would never be able to look him in the face again. Not that I can now, not without turning the same colour as my hair with embarrassment.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

But I can always sit in my quiet corner and makeup what I would say if he were here. If I had the guts to tell him what I felt. But why should he even know who I am. Sure my brother is his best friend. But to him I will always be Ron's little sister.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me

But I can always dream, that one day he will notice me and maybe even talk to me. That would be a miracle. If I can keep myself from running away or fainting.

In the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

Sometimes I sneak out of the tower at night and sit by the lake, imagining that he is sitting next to me. That we are talking and laughing together, or just sitting their in each others company.

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us

Then I remember that he is my brother's best friend and I have no chance of being noticed, let alone being with him. But I can still hope that there may be a chance for us.

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers

At the end of the night I always wake palone in my bed or by the lake. Everything looks so bare and cold when he isn't their to brighten up the world around me.

I love him
But every day I'm lurning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
The world is full of happiness that I have never known

I know I can't go though life like this and I have to go on without him. But for now I will keep my dreams and wishes that he will come for me.

I love him
I love him
I love him...
But only on my own...

I Love Him So I will watch from afar, as he talks and laughs with his friends and hope he will notice me some day. Not just as Ron's little sister but as Ginny Weasley.