A/n: I'll make an acknowledgment page when the fic is done that will include the songs and the artists.  I also apologize for this taking so long. I'm trying to find songs that will go good with the chapter so that this whole story will be one big song fiction.

And I'd give up forever to touch you.

Cause I know that you feel me some how.

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now…

Rei hit the wall. He knew that Kai wouldn't understand his love for him. He knew that he would think it was wrong. He just didn't know how Kai would react. But he had an idea. He saw Kai step closer to him. He braced himself for Kai's hits, but none came.

And I'll I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Then sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight…

Kai grabbed Rei's wrists and pinned them above the neko-jin's head. Kai's lips brushed against Rei's making Rei purr loudly. Rei's lips were so soft against his own. It felt so…right. Them being together like this. 'Please don't let this be a dream…' Kai prayed.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

 When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am…

Rei was surprised at what Kai had done. But never the less, he was happy. He was happier than he could have believed. And his happiness grew when he felt Kai's confined arousal brush against his own. Kai's grip had loosened on his wrist and Rei took this opportunity to wrap his arms around the Russian.   

 

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lie's

When everything feels like the movies

Yea you bleed just to know you're alive…

Kai moaned when he felt Rei's tongue lick at his lips. He opened his mouth and let their tongue's brush against one another. Kai ran his hands down Rei's sides and wrapped his arms around the neko-jin's waist. This felt so good to Kai, he never wanted this to end.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

 When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am…

Rei leaned into Kai, making the both of them fall to the floor. Rei was on top of Kai now; golden eyes looked into the mahogany eyes as the neko-jin began to kiss and nip at the Russians neck. Rei felt Kai's hands run down his neck to his back and up into his hair.  

And I don't want the world to see me,

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

 When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am…

"Please don't let this end…" Kai muttered.

"I love you Kai." The neko-jin said as he looked at the mahogany eyed boy.

"I love you too." Kai rolled on top of Rei and kissed his lips.

Kai's kiss went down Rei's neck then off to his shoulder.

"Kai…" Rei muttered

"What?"

And I don't want the world to see me,

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

 When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am…

"Tell me this isn't a dream." Rei said looking into Kai's eyes.

"It's not." Kai assured him, "If it is I pray that we don't wake up."

Rei smiled at Kai as the Russian loosened his sash. (a/n: it's the belt thing)

Rei sat up and pulled off his pants. All the while the Russian watched with a shy smile on his face.

I just want you to know who I am…

Rei climbed onto Kai's lap and into his arms. Kai's hand ran down the neko-jin's scalp to his back and then to his buttocks. Kai began to nuzzle Rei's neck when a thought entered his mind. 'What if this is just the effects of the catnip?'  

I just want you to know who I am…

"Rei wait." Kai said pushing the neko from him slightly "Is this you…or is it the catnip acting?"

If it was the catnip then it would just be sex, but if it was Rei, than it would be making love. Sex and making love were two different things. Sex was more of a touch and go thing, but making love was… it was more of the fact that you knew the person cared for you, that they knew you cared about them. It was always the fact that complicated Kai's thinking of romantic feelings.

I just want you to know who I am…