I know that you lied to me
Using just your words to shatter me
Your words are like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
It's not right to me...

Kagome watched quietly, Inu Yasha and Kikyou in front of her own eyes again... she sighed as tear threatened to fall, but she didn't let them. She turned around as quietly as possible and walked away slowly, her shoulders fallen, her head hung low and her hair creating an ebony veil around her face; it hurt her so bad. The image still stood in her mind, defying all other possible images. Kikyou in Inu Yasha's arms again, him looking down at her with sympathy... no doubt for being dead. She began to run now, the well coming closer to her with each step she took. She remembered his words all of those painful things he used to say like "You annoying bitch" or "Go back home see if I care" and so many more. Kagome didn't understand it, he always said all of those cold, hard mean things but his golden eyes always told her otherwise. Even when he had tried his hardest to hide himself from her, she always saw through it and got him to open up to her. It wasn't right to him but it also wasn't right to her to have someone so closed off in front of her. She couldn't help it... He was so sad, closed off, and a jerk when she had first met him... he could still be that what for all she knew. Love makes people blind after all.

I'm acting so distant now
Turned my back as you walked away
But I was listening
That you fight your battles far from me
It's not right to me...

It was almost three hard, long and dark months for Kagome now. She had put several seals on the well knowing it was for the best. But she had changed so much since then. She wanted to see Inu Yasha so bad it was almost as if she was going to die any second. She had almost completely removed herself from all other life forms. She still went to school, but made no after school plans and rarely talked. The second she set foot in the shrine was when she dropped dead silent, walked up to her room and locked the door behind her. She rarely ate now, was becoming weak and pale. But it was inevitable now that Inu Yasha was away there was no one that could happen. She now was in her room sitting in it's darkness, staring out her window, the moon light the only showing what the room looked like with it's light. As Kagome stared, she wished so hard Inu Yasha would come in through that window and demand she'd come back. It wasn't going to happen. She remembered those battles they fought in, how he always kept her as safe as possible and tried so hard to keep the danger so far away form her. But no matter what she used to try to get closer so she could help him, which just caused things to get worse at times but they always won. She remembered the weird feeling she used to get within her when that happened it was something she was familiar with when it came to Inu Yasha. It was a feeling she wasn't used too and now a feeling she didn't want to have anymore.

"Don't you worry 'cause I'll come back."
I could hear you speaking as
You walked out the door
I acted strong
To hide the pain when I
Turned back the pages
Crying out a windy answer
What if I shed my tears and
Begged you not to leave?

Kagome's thoughts always fled to Inu Yasha no matter what. She sighed as the memories flew in her head. All of those times he had protected her. She could remember one time when they were battling a normal demon, or so they thought over a jewel shard it held within itself. After several hits to it, the demon revealed it's self, a great strong demon almost an equal to Sesshoumaru it seemed. Kagome was so terrified for Inu Yasha but the demon kept on going for Kagome who held the shards. Eventually Inu Yasha had picked her up and ran into a small cave a few yards away and put her near the back of it. She clung onto to him, her eyes pleased for him not to go. But in the lack of words, somehow he told her that he would come back. She fought back the tears as he walked out of there. It was as soon as she heard the battle rage on she silently whispered, "Please be ok and come back." It was no good. But it was all in the past now. Kikyou and Inu Yasha were probably back together and had long forgotten about her.

But now I'm not afraid
To do what's in my heart...

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
So far away
I'm sending them to you wherever you are
Suspended on shiny wings

Kagome had thought long and hard for several hours. It was late at night now; everyone was in bed peacefully sleeping. She stood up off of the ground she was once sitting on and walked over to her nightstand and picked up the jewel fragments she had. She picked them up and slipped them around her neck. She turned around and changed quickly into a long black dress. It ended at her ankles and had a v-cut down in the front. It was sleeveless, simple and beautiful. She pulled on black pumps at the door and walked out. She knew it wasn't the best outfit to wear but it felt right. A thought hit her as she entered the well house. She quickly ran back into the house and wrote a note for Kaede to give Inu Yasha. It was so long it must've held a thousand words her heart was begging to say to him. They were so far apart but she was going to close the distance. Se climbed down into the well, removing the seals as she went. The blue magic surrounded her and she landed back in Feudal Japan.

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll treasure you
Make you no longer dare seem
So far away
And hold you forever

Those words that she had wrote had never been said and she had no idea how he would take it but she hoped he would take it well. She began running now, which wasn't easy in pumps and a dress but it was that bad. She quietly began humming a song that she has remembered from somewhere. She felt tears welling up from being in the place she treasured so much. She finally made it to the village out of breath but still walked over to Kaede's hut. Once she set foot in the place, Kaede look at her in shock and wa speechless as Kagome offered a sad smile, and said "This is my true last time here Kaede, can you give these to Inu Yasha?" Kagome said handed Kaede the note and removing the jewel shards that she had collected from around her neck. She placed the items in Kaede's hands wordlessly. "Why did you leave child?" Kaede asked, "Because... I'm no longer in need here." Kagome said in a saddened tone as she turned and began to walk away, the image of Kikyou in Inu Yasha's arms from three months ago appearing in her mind. She released her tears trying to lose the image and began running through the village and out into Inu Yasha's forest.

That dream isn't over yet
I pretend and say, "I can't forget."
I still live in my day
You've been there with me all the way
It's not right of me...

She couldn't say it was all over now, the image still remained in her mind and it still hurt so much. Kagome made it to the well and collapsed in tears right beside it, leaning on its wooden frame and crying. All of this time she tried so hard to remove those memories but every time she told herself she had forgotten so lied to herself. It didn't even matter that she was in her own time, in fact it probably made it worse. It just wasn't right without Inu Yasha near her it seemed so right with him now, like he was something she was made to be with. But now she wasn't she was all alone... Kikyou had won.

"Don't you worry 'cause I'll write to you."
I could see you speaking as
You looked away
I acted strong
To hide the love when I
Turned back the pages
Anger might've been the answer
But if I shook my head and said
That I can't wait

"You said you would protect me." Kagome whispered to herself. It was then she felt two strong arms encircle her. She looked down to see red fabric covering her and she could smell Inu Yasha and see his silver locks against her all black dress. "Kagome, what happened? I've been so worried." Inu Yasha whispered next to her ear pulling her close. She closed her eyes fighting back the tears of seeing him and let along being in his arms again. "I saw you with Kikyou Inu Yasha. It's obvious you don't need let alone want me anymore." Kagome said in a bitter tone. She could feel Inu Yasha stiffen, "Kagome you don't know what you saw." Inu Yasha began, but Kagome didn't want to hear it, She stood up, breaking his embrace, and turned around, her gray-blue eyes clouded with tears, "Inu Yasha I know you love her! You have your shards now! They're with Kaede so please, I don't want to do this anymore." Kagome said turned back around and jumping down the well, letting the blue magic bring her back to her time. When she landed on the other side, she cried even harder. She was already regretting her actions.

But now I'm not afraid
To do what's in my heart...

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
So far away
I'm sending them to you wherever you are
Suspended on shiny wings

She cried and sighed as she climbed out of the well and ran up to her room, now near the end of the night it was becoming lighter. She made it into her room and locked the door. She thought about what life without Kikyou would've been like between her and Inu Yasha and then stopped herself... What was the point? She sighed sadly in defeat and just sat on the ground staring out the window. It was then she saw something sitting on her window sill, her window was open and there sitting there was a note. Curiously Kagome walked over and opened the note and she gasped. It was from Inu Yasha he had written it! She couldn't believe it she quickly read through the note and almost began crying at what it said.

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
La la la la
I'm sending them to you wherever you are
Suspended on shiny wings

Those thousands words
Have never been spoken
La la la la
Make you no longer here
Feel like calling me
La la la la...

With tears of now happiness coming down her face, she ran back down the stairs no longer caring if she woke up anyone and somehow, without tripping she made it to the well house and jumped in the well. Once she made it to the other side, She began singing the only sure way she knew Inu Yasha would come immediately. She quickly bean singing the ending to her favorite song, knowing Inu Yasha would know the meaning. She watched as she song more and more passionately, her words had seemed to take wings and fly to wherever he was. After a few minutes of disappointing silence, she saw a figure in red running up to her. She felt a smile come across her face as he came closer and closer when finally he did come there and he wrapped his arms around her in a tight hug and whispered her name repeatedly. "Inu Yasha?" Kagome said, he pulled back a little and looked down into her eyes, "I love you." She said smiling. "I love you too Kagome... I don't love Kikyou what you saw was her trying to get me to go to hell with her... but I didn't as you can see because I love you too much Kagome. Kikyou is dead now she gave up her life for some reason no one knows about.