Stop Saying You Love Me

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(Harry & gang are in their 7th year).

Warning: THIS IS A DARK FIC. IT HAS CHILD ABUSE, RAPE, BEATING AND OTHERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE ABOUT THESE THINGS, PLEASE LEAVE NOW. IT IS RATED R.

(BTW, Draco is a Veela in my story, but none of those "looking for his mate" in my story D but they are pretty good stories…go check 'em out)

So…tired…it's 12:45 am right now and I SHOULD go to sleep…but I think remembered about this fic and thought, 'hmm…I should update…' yea…so here I am…enjoy -

AmnarJoey..i really enjoyed your reviews - sorry draco is too ooc . …I'll try something...ahha…dunno if youre reading this --' I've seen yuyu hakusho but never really got interested in it. Sorry . hope some day you'll continue my story and give me wonderful reviews this chapter is dedicated to you. -

Awake

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Until the limit of sorrow, even if you embrace another,

You will never be able to become one.

If you are touched deep within, it brings only pain, not kindness

Please bind the two together.

We're not dreaming anymore

When you're wavering, take my hand

And towards the harsh light of dawn

We'll begin to walk

Are words of truth where the real world lies?

We hide in the shadows of our silent night,

Even now…

-- Michiyuki - Loveless

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Draco looked around but he could recognize anything. He didn't know where he was and didn't know what to do. No one was there. He ran up and down stairs and through the hallways. Draco started panicking and burst through doors.

"WHERE THE FUCK AM I!"

"Draco…" Draco looked around and saw the walls and stairs shimmer into nothing. He was surrounded by black…black…black…

"Hey Draco, I just came to tell you how much I love you…"

Draco gasped and turned around.

"Oh my god…" Harry's bloodied body smiled at him. His clothes were torn and cut were all over his body. He reached out a bloodied hand towards Draco. Blood dripped to the floor and Draco couldn't help but cry. He didn't move away from Harry though. He let Harry rest his hand on Draco's cheek.

"Draco…I love you…good bye…" Then Harry fell. He continued to fall…never stopping.

"HARRY!"

……

"Draco!" Draco woke up with a start. Hermione was standing behind him with her hand on his shoulder.

"Are you ok? You were moaning in your sleep."

Draco realized that he was still sitting in the chair next to Harry's bed. Harry was still in the same position as he was before.

"Harry…" Harry was as skinny as ever.

"How long does he have Hermione?"

"…a few days…a week tops…"

"ah…"

……

Draco sat by the infirmary window with Nym was curled around Draco's neck. He watched Avis and Hedwig chase each other outside. Harry was still in his empty state and Draco was getting desperate. Draco's necklace continued to burn into him. His mother came to talk some sense into him. She tried to make him eat, to walk, to sleep. But he didn't want to leave Harry's side.

"If you keep up with this, you'll die! Draco!"

But Draco didn't care. He'd wait for Harry to wake up.

And if he doesn't ever wake up, he'll die with Harry.

"I don't want to lose you again, Harry." Tears slipped down his face as he rubbed the necklace.

"I love you, Harry. Don't leave me."

……

The scene of Padma and Draco played in Harry's head over and over again. It tore him apart. He didn't know anything anymore. He didn't know how to talk, he didn't know how to cry, and he didn't know how to wake up.

"I love you, Harry. Don't leave me."

'No! If you love me, why did you do this to me? WHY?'

"I love you."

"Shut up!" Harry gasped weakly. "I don't want to believe you. I'll just get hurt again."

"I love you."

Harry started crying. He was learning.

"I miss you so much…" He moaned out.

"Draco…" he sounded like a child whining. He clutched his necklace…only realizing that it wasn't there. His eyes flew open and felt for the necklace. He couldn't find it.

He didn't recognize the place he was at. He was surrounded by something, but he couldn't tell what it was. It wasn't pitch black or blinding white. It was a color he didn't recognize. It suddenly cleared and he could see Draco in front of him. The real Draco, the Draco that was starving himself for Harry.

……

The Harry that sat next to Draco moved. His eyes were still glazed over, but his hand had flew to his neck and was feeling around it. He was touching the necklace, but he couldn't feel it. At least, the Harry in his mind couldn't feel it.

Draco noticed the movement and was by his side in a flash. He put his hand over Harry's and the other one to his necklace.

"That's it Harry! Wake up! Please! Pomfrey! Harry moved!" the nurse burst into the room.

"What's happening? Is he waking up?" Pomfrey checked his pulse and ran a few tests, and shook her head.

"I don't know. I've never seen anything like this. It seems like Harry subconsciously wanted to run away. Now he wants to come back."

……

'How long have I been in this position?' Harry thought, clutching at the place where the necklace was supposed to be. His body wouldn't listen to him…he couldn't move at all. He didn't feel the blanket on his skin or his clothes. It was like looking out from another person's eyes.

'What happened to me?' He could see Draco out of the corner of his eyes looking at him with worry.

'Draco…'

I love you.

'I love you too, Draco.'

Wake up for me, Harry.

'Ok…'

……

Harry's eyes started to clear. His hands wrapped around the necklace and looked up. Draco's eyes filled with tears.

"Harry…?" Draco whispered, still unsure if Harry truly was awake.

"Draco…" Harry whispered back. Draco threw his arms around Harry and started crying with joy.

"Harry. You're back. You're back!" Harry buried one of his hands into Draco's hair and his mouth twisted into a small smile.

"I'm back."

……

Draco stared out the window and sighed. He was on the train back to home. Ron Hermione and Harry were in the compartment with him. Harry sat between his legs and was resting on Draco's chest. He seemed to be sleeping. Draco absentmindedly lightly played with Harry's hair as he watched the scenery fly by him.

After the whole Padma ordeal, Draco explained himself and Harry accepted it. Ron apologized for his bad behavior and Draco forgave him.

Harry still had trouble with the trust issue but it was getting better. Now the school year has ended and they all graduated. Hermione decided to work at St. Mungo's Hospital for Magical Maladies and Injuries. She hopes that if Madam Pomfrey retires, she will be allowed the position. Ron is planning to work in the Ministry of Magic. He has yet to decide in which area.

Draco already has nailed a job in the Ministry of Magic. He has taken his father's old job and also donated a large amount of the Malfoy wealth for charity and other uses. Even though it was a large amount, there was still plenty of money left to last 3 lifetimes.

Harry was at lost. He didn't know what to do or what kind of job he should get. He would have taken the DADA job at Hogwarts, but since it was cursed, he didn't want to risk it.

Harry woke up and stretched out. Draco wrapped his arms around Harry's waist and smiled as Harry yawned and rubbed his eyes.

"You're so cute sometimes." Harry glared at him but it only caused Draco to chuckle.

"Draco…I still don't know what to do with my life now." Draco sighed and shook his head.

"We've been over this already. You have plenty of time to decide. Whatever you choose, you'll get. You're the Boy-Who-Lived. Just stay at the Malfoy Manor until you decide. I have enough money to support us. Plus, my mother probably needs some company."

Harry smiled and snuggled into Draco's arms.

"Alright. If you say so."

……

They reached platform 9 3/4 at last. Harry, Ron, and Hermione separated. They promised each other that they will keep in touch forever. Then Harry left with Draco.

They walked in silence until they saw a familiar face.

Narcissa smiled and gave them both a hug.

"Welcome home Draco, Harry."

The End

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TADA! Yes…sudden ending but I have nothing more to add onto this story and decided to put it to a close. Thanks to everyone who reviewed and read my story. Thanks for your support and all. XD I shall be starting a new story! Dunno when I'll write it but you can count on it…I was thinking either the vampire one or the neglect one…dunno. Tell me what kind of story you want and I'll put it into consideration XD. THANK YOU!

Cassie