INUYASHA TELLS IT ALL
BY NOKOMARIE THE SNAKE
You want emotions? Is that what you want?
I don't want to give you mine…
I was supposed to be in love with Kikyou And promised myself to her.
I don't care about Kagome.
Do you want to know why?
It would kill me. Kikyou was a failed love Kagome is a miracle.
I know I will die without her. She gave me my heart back along with hers. My very life.
The life that Kikyou took away in her anger over her injury Blaming me for something I never did.
Maybe I shouldn't be alive. Just like Kikyou shouldn't be alive.
Kikyou is a revenant you know and will never forgive me. She can't: Revenge is her only excuse for life.
Forgives me for everything, Given time.
Every time she smiles at me I have to look away. She makes me hurt too much. Want too much.
So, How do I feel?
Like shit. For the first time in my life I have friends and all they can do is question me.
Do I question them?
All I do is protect the group, follow up on the quest and protect Kagome.
All I get is shat on. And Kagome's hurt questioning eyes.
I want Kagome. I love Kagome. But I cannot have Kagome.
I cannot bear to watch another woman die if she dies; I die.
Maybe to join Kikyou in hell if the fates demand it. I cannot risk Kagome by taking from her what I need so badly.
Let me help you off of that branch.