Angsty song fic! This song is by Keith Urban! This is my first song fic!!! Mucho Loves!!!

Remy and Rouge were together but this is a break-up song! Was in a really sad mood today so I wrote a sad story!!

* song verses*

*** Flashbacks***

' thoughts'


****************** Start***********************

Rouge sat in the darkness her eyes slowly filling with tears as she listened to the song that played on Kitty's alarm clock/radio.

*I woke up this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been trying my best to get along
But that's okay there's nothing left to say but *

Rouge hadn't slept in four nights...four nights ago the love of her life told her that it wasn't working out.

*** Flashback***

Remy watched as Rouge walked into the kitchen. Her face was clear of any make-up. She looked absolutely stunning, but he knew what he had to do. They ate breakfast together, laughed and talked until about ten o'clock then Remy asked if he could talk to her in private. Rouge didn't even blink when she nodded and followed him out on to the front porch.

"Remy, what do you need to talk about?"

Rouge's voice was filled with compassion and Remy knew that if he looked at her face he would see an understanding smile and love shinning in her beautiful green eyes. He took a deep breath, and tried to remember why he had to do this.

"Rouge..." he paused.

Now rouge knew something was wrong Remy never...NEVER called her Rouge, it was always Chere, Mon Amour, or Mon Coeur something endearing like that. She placed her arm lightly on Remy's bicep. Remy suddenly grew tense and then shook her hand off of his arm. When he looked at Rouge his eyes were cold and empty.

"I don't think its working...I want a girl I can touch and be with. I can't have that with you."

He walked away with out another word. Rouge felt a stabbing pain start in her heart and grow until it consumed her body. Tears slipped down her cheeks, and landed softly on the wooden floor. She turned and ran back inside the mansion, she made it to the stairs before her knees gave out and she fell to the floor. She buried her face in her hands and cried. Everyone in the area stopped and stared...Rouge never cried. These weren't Jean's I broke a nail or I'm not getting enough attention tears...or Jubilee's my shower just got really cold tears...these were heart broken, gut wrenching, I want to died tears.

*** End flashback***

Tears rolled down Rouges cheeks, tick and unstoppable. Remy was the one person she had ever opened up to, the one person she had ever loved.

*Take your records, take you freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me*

Rouge stood and wiped her cheek clean. Her eyes became stone. She would be just fine, she had survived seventeen years before Remy without love. She could survive the rest of her life in the same manner.

* I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been *

Rouge walked over to her closet and pulled out a small duffel bag. She put all of her clothes in the bag, and sat down ad Her and Kitty's desk to write a few letters.

Thanks for the good times, and the broken heart. I hope I never see you again, because if I do, you won't recognize me. The heart can only take so much crap before it gives out, mine just reached that limit. Goodbye.


Don't kill Remy it's not his fault. I suppose if you have to blame anyone blame me. I can't control my powers, and I'm a heartless bitch. I decided it was time for a change. I need to get away. Maybe I can sneak a ride in the back of someone else's trailer, they won't know! Thanks for everything you did. I love you; you're the only real father I have ever known. Thank you.

Rouge (Comment about the trailer has to do with the Movie)

Take care of Kurt for me okay. I love you, girl. You're my Best Friend!!

See yah,

* Take your records, take you freedom
Take your memories, I dont need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me *

Rouge left the letters on her bed and walked out of the room. The door closed softly behind her. She moved like a shadow down the stairs. Not stopping, until she reached the front door. Her hand hesitated above the knob, turning back once she glanced around the room. It held so many memories.

* Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life *

Rouge open the door and walked out, pulling it closed behind her. In his bed Professor Xavier suddenly woke up. He felt a gnawing absence in his heart. Rouge was gone. He searched for her frantically with his mind all he got was a brief and fading message that he knew was from Rouge.

Goodbye. Thank for everything Prof.

*And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday*