Our whole team is out; probably because I told them about my possession, a whole world has been turned upside down……because of me. I shouldn't have even thought about……that. After defeating Ultimecia, I wondered if she was still alive; playing dead, like the trick some dog owners teach their pups. I was right. She had possessed me, not Seifer, but me. Why me? What have I done wrong that makes me deserve this? Should I tell them that I'm slowly dying of disease……Ultimecia wants me dead because I helped Squall; our loner wolf stubborn hero, who defeated Ultimecia……with mines and Quistis' help……although I love Squall as a friend……I can't help thinking that maybe he wants me dead……and so do the others: Rinoa, Quistis, Irvine, Zell, Seifer……and everybody else in Garden because I made their whole existence miserable……

This is my last journal entry bef-

Selphie Tilmitt closed her pink, fluffy journal and felt a tear slide down her cheek. She was Ultimecia's puppet now……like Seifer once was. Or is it Ultimecia?

Selphie didn't know……it was hard to know things that were out of the ordinary; even for her.

She sobbed one more time before she turned off the bedside lamp and went into complete oblivion…………