*Takes place right after the events in "Harbringer". So, there are also spoilers for it. The song is "Don't You (Forget About Me)" by Simple Minds*
Experiment my ass. You did that on purpose, I know it. It hurt too, more than you know. "I should thank you, for helping me with my curiosity about human sexuality." That night was more than just that between us, I know it was. The question is, do you know it?
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on
I still feel you beneath me, as we made love in the dark. I don't think I'd ever been as happy as I had been then. Not just from the physical pleasure, but for the first time since Lizzie's death, I felt loved.
Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down
God, I was an idiot. You're a Vulcan, you don't feel love. I let myself get carried away with the notion that maybe, just maybe, you were in love with me too.
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
I wonder what's behind that steel Vulcan facade. I wonder what things you hide deep within yourself, so-called weakness that you cannot give into. I think that I saw a glimpse of that that night, some of that passion that you keep under such guarded control. It's only your selfish Vulcan pride holding you back from me, from yourself.
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it, baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at the heart, baby
Waiting is all I have, I guess. Waiting until the day when you'll look into my eyes and tell me you love me.
But there's a chance that day will never come.