This is a little piece on Enishi's thoughts about Kenshin and why he doesn't like him...told from his POV. Personally, after watching the OVA's, I felt rather bad for Enishi. He really did miss his sister, who, to him, was like a mother, confidant, and a friend all in one. =)

This piece is strange, not only in the way I wrote it, but the way it's set up. Notice a correlation between the first and last lines? =)

May be a spoiler, another warning is the title. --;; I'm just not original today, am I?

Dear Onee-san

I didn't even get to say goodbye...

I hate him, sister dear! He took you away, and I never got to say anything... I never was able to tell you goodbye, or privileged to hold your hand or kiss your forehead.

He took you from me, in body and in spirit! You left me alone, and he made it happen. He killed you, with his own hands!

And yet, you smiled at him before you left this earth...

I don't understand why!

You were the closest I had, my sister, my best friend... why did you have to leave me alone?

I wanted for you to see me grow up, to see me be married...

But there will be no wedding... I'm too alone... I don't know if I can ever be happy again, as I once was. You were my anchor in the midst of the troubled sea...but you've been cut off, and now you're drifting away from me...

I know I will see you again, someday... Though it will be long... And I know that I should try to be happy, but I don't remember how, it's been so long...

How does one, "become happy" when they can't remember how...?

I used to be happy, when I had my home, my family...my life...but now all that I have is a large house on the middle of an island...

How do I make this house, a home?

I know that you would want me to be happy, sister. And I will try my best to be just that, so that when I see you again, we will both be as happy as we can be.

I hope you are happy where you are...

I will see you again someday...

And I will be happy, to say hello.

By: Kitten Kisses

BIO:: UPDATED MAY 19TH, 2004!