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No More Words

It's hard.

It's hard to carry on living in times like these.

For some people it's just hard to live at all.

I think that's what it was like for you.

I never understood you. You never let me close.

I longed to be close. I just wish I had told you that while I still had the chance.

Most of these sentences are beginning with an 'I'. But this isn't about me.

It's about you.

You know what I'll never forget? That day I went into the mirror.

The day when, just for a short while, I knew you.

Why did you have to die, damn it! I don't want you to be dead! You never gave me a chance to tell you how much I love you!

Well, that's just like you, isn't it? Being so selfish, so full of yourself. So thoroughly convinced that you couldn't let anyone in. Even me.

Well, I guess that's what I get for being me. You never stopped reminding me how immature I was, how I should have grown up.

…I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. It's just… when I get angry I say things that I don't mean.

The others don't talk anymore. It's almost as if you were our voice. Our one light, to guide us through the darkness. Hey, check me out – being all deep and stuff.

I should go now. Let you get some peace. I bothered you enough in life. I shouldn't bother you in death as well.

I never got a chance to tell you how I felt in life – and I'm not going to in death. I don't need to say how I feel. If you don't know, I won't tell you.

Because if you didn't know, you couldn't have returned the feelings.

I'll leave you now. Leave you with the memories of better days. Happy days. Days you would look at me and I could see something in your eyes that I hoped was… well, yeah. Anyway…

Goodbye Raven. I don't have anything else to say. No more words.

Just goodbye.

Um… ok, I'm nearly crying! I don't know what to say. I just sat down and the next thing I knew I was writing.

I don't know how Raven died, or how things were between her and Beastboy. I'll leave that up to you.

I actually have no more words. So just, review and tell me what you think.

Lotsa luv 'n' huggles