WELL, RAVEN HAS BEEN FEELING MISERABLE, AND NO ONE CAN HELP HER, SO SHE TAKES A KNIFE FROM THE KITCHEN AND...........

She woke up, Raven, woke up at 1:04 a.m. in the morning. For the past two months she has been feeling depress, with Terra and all, and then there's her father, the team, the stress of not having Beast Boy, and trying so hard not to show emotions, or she'll make something explode.

For the past two months she has been hurting herself. But unlike some stories this story is more unique then you thing, she hasn't just been cutting herself, she has been writing on her skin. Taking the knife and drawing, writing poems, or just writing a personal note. She has been doing this all over her arms, back, stomach, and chest (On her breast). She wants to stop but every time she sees Terra and Beast Boy, or getting a vibe from her father, she just runs to the kitchen and makes blood come out.

So she got up, 'Not again,' she thought. She went downstairs and got to the kitchen, took out a 13-in knife and ran back upstairs, took her clothes off, and out on some candles.

"'Dear Lord, please forgive me, of what I am about to do. If you want me to stop, please, please find a way to make me stop. I pray to you in spite of my father, Trigon. And ask for your forgiveness, amen.'" And she took the knife and search for a spot on her stomach.

She cut herself, and on her skin she had so many markings, pictures of Beast Boy and her mother, poems that say 'I an not alone, just no one is around me' and personal notes that say 'pick up bread, milk, chips ahoy, and herbal tea'. This time she made a raven, that was flying away, and she put down on her skin 'finding its way.' And smiled.

She was depress and didn't know what to do, oh sure she liked the Titans, in fact if it weren't for the Titans she be dead by now, but still she was miserable.

"I have to stop doing this, this is nuts." But she found it's easier to say it, then do it. "That's it I have had enough with Terra (Stabs her left arm) she's a fkin' son of a bitch (Stabs her right arm) and I can't stand to see her with Beast Boy (Pokes her stomach) and all of the crap I have to take (Cuts her chest) 'oh I like the way you think Beast Boy' (Scratches her back)" all the blood came rushing down her. She didn't care, in fact demons can die, but never from lost of blood. They can have 2 gallons of blood in .8 seconds, if they needed it. So she didn't care of the lost of blood.

Right now all she wanted to do was not get up in the morning.

She was thinking about stuff, how Beast Boy could ever date........Terra. she still didn't trust Terra.

And then she fell asleep.

It was the next day, around 8:59 a.m. and then her clock turned 9:00 a.m. and her alarm rang.

"..........and now Avril Ligvines hit 'Fall to pieces.'" The radio guy said. (It's from her new album sorry couldn't help myself)

'I looked away

Then I looked back at you

You tried to say

Things you can't undo

If I had my way

I'd never get over you

Today's the day

I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall

Make it through it all.....'

Raven realized she slept through the night, and had dry blood all over her undress body and her candles were long gone.

"Oh crap I have to get dress, before someone comes in............."

'And I don't want to fall to pieces

I just want to stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it

'Cause I'm in love with you..........'

"Raven? Breakfast!" Starfire called.

'........you're the one

I'd be with 'til the end

When I come undone

You bring me back again

Back under the stars

Back under your arms.........'

Raven got dress, cleaned up the candles, and cleaned her body, ok that was screwed up, she cleaned her body, got dress, then cleaned up the candles.

'And I don't want to fall to pieces

I just want to stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it

'Cause I'm in love with you..........'

There was a knock on the door. "Raven are you there?" It was Beast Boy, her heart stopped, well not literally but she felt the music go slower. "Raven?"

"Um, yeah, I just am running late today." She said.

"Okay." And he left.

"What made him asked me in the first place? Oh coruse the team, 'Beast Boy go check on Raven' (Impersonating Robin) 'Why do I have to do it?' (Impersonating Beast Boy) 'Because I said.'"

'Want to know who you are

Want to know where to start

I want to know what this means

What to know how to feel

Want to know what is real

I want to know everything, everything.........'

"At least Avril knows how I feel, even though I don't her that much." Raven said. "Maybe I should buy that CD."

'..............And I don't want to fall to pieces

I just want to stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it

'Cause I'm in love with you..........

I'm in love with you

'Cause I'm in love with

I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you.'

"That song makes a lot of sense. Can't I just tell Beast Boy how I feel about him, well not feel, more like tell him what I think of him? Is that so much, father (Talking about God)?" Raven said. "Well I better go down stairs, and oh return this knife."

But one thing Raven forgot was the carpet; it was stain with her blood.

OKAY HOW DID YA LIKE IT, IN KNOW AVRIL LAVIGNE, SORRY COULDN'T HELP MYSELF, BESIDES IT'S THE FEELING RAVEN HAS, SHE JUST WANTS TO TELL BEAST BOY BUT NOT TALK ABOUT IT.