Chapter 4: Scattered Emotions
I just can't believe he came back! Why did he have to come to Degrassi Community School? Why not anywhere else?
I know I should be over our break up now...but I'm not. Sean hurt me really bad four years ago, I don't want it to happen again.
Sean Cameron will not hurt me. I won't let him.
I don't have to focus on him. I have my friends, my family, and Chris.
Besides, it was four years ago. It's not like I'm still in love with him.
Oh God, could I still be in love with Sean?
Emma it being totally ridiculous about this...and also totally unfair. She's just gonna have to deal with the fact that I'm back now. She doesn't own Degrassi Community School, she can't pick who attends it. I have every right to attend that school.
Just as much right as Emma...the same Emma, even if she's being totally rude and nasty, I'm still in love with.
I'm so glad to be away from Emma. I mean, sure she's my friend, but she's really annoying with this whole Sean thing.
Get over it, Emma, it was four years ago.
It's not like he lied to you like Craig lied to me. Craig lied to me about Ashley...he told me he dumped Ashley and wanted to be with me. He also got me pregnant, but that's a whole another story.
Emma, please let it go, please.Chris's POV
All Emma has done all day is talk about Sean.
Sean this, Sean that.
Sean hurt me bad Chrisy, but it's you I love.
Then why is it the only thing she'll talk about is Sean?
I don't think she's over him let. Maybe I should break up with her.
No, I could never! I love Emma and Emma loves me...right?Toby's POV
Emma will not, and I mean not, shut up about Sean. It's driving me insane!
That's why I didn't sit by her at lunch.
On another note...Kendra has been acting weird today. So has JT. I wonder what's up with them.
Nah, nothing's up. I'm just imagining it.
Or maybe not...JT's POV
Toby asked me what's wrong with me today.
I didn't answer, I just walked off.
I can't tell him the truth, he'd kill me.
And Emma...God, she won't about talking about Sean!
Whatever...I can't tell Toby what happened. I don't want to lose my best friend.
Oh God! Oh God! Oh God!
How could I be so stupid?!
Toby's gonna flip if he finds out.
That's why I can't tell him, or anyone for that matter, what happened.
And Emma's still rambling on about Sean!
Could things get any worse?
What?! I got an F!
I just had to ask, didn't I?
End Of Chapter 4
A/N: Hope that was somewhat good. Oh well, please review if you want me to continue.