A/N: I had this weird thought while I was reading a very humorous story. I felt like being angsty-like omg my fucking computer won't let me type out A-N-G-S-T-Y! it has to be ANGST, not ANGSTY grr...well there we go...fucking great...anyways, I GOT IT FINALLY! Umm...I didn't know of a suitable song for this...so I decided to do a Linkin Park Meteora song (by the way, I don't own this CD) well actually a few songs I thought would be perfect for this...help me DECIDE! I'm going for Nobody's Listening or either From the Inside...we'll see, maybe I'll write 2 versions, different lyrics? YEAH THAT SOUNDS GOOD!
Warnings: attempted suicide, betrayal, language in my A/N's (lol sorry I'm a very...swearish devil-child), sorta non-existent SasuNaru...hmm what else? Can't remember, oh well!
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO! But I do have wonderful pictures of Naruto Yaoi saved on my computer...teepee GO YAOI NESS omg...lol! MY COMPUTER CORRECTED ME...I MEANT TO SAY TEHEHE AND IT SAID TEEPEE!! Omg that's too fucking hilarious! Ok moving on lol
Things to know: Naruto has Kyuubi sealed inside him, don't know how it got in there, so don't ask. This is a HIGHSCHOOL FIC! AND KAKASHI IS THE PRINCIPAL OF THE SCHOOL!
'Thoughts'
{{{Flashback}}}
"Speech"
(a/n or comments)
=====POV CHANGE=====
Chapter 1-Naruto/3rd Person POV (this may be a one-shot, so no hopes are going to get up!)
Naruto stared into the fire of his fireplace. His apartment was nice and clean, since today Kakashi-sensei let them have a week of vacation. He had to go on some 'important business trip' with Iruka, in the Caribbean, tonight after school.
Naruto was all bandaged up, because the villagers threw stuff at him again, giving him more outside wounds. But the wound that hurt the most wasn't physical. This wound is called the 'broken-heart of betrayal.' Of course, we'll have a little flashback as to why Naruto is sitting in front of his fireplace, holding a knife to his wrists, getting ready to slit them open.
{{{FLASHBACK TIME! W00T! (same day, just earlier)}}}
Naruto was headed off to his high school, Gemini High School. It was a clear blue day, with two or three fluffy white clouds floating around.
His and Sasuke's friendship has gotten better over the years. All of them were 16, close to 17. Sakura had FINALLY given up on Sasuke and decided to go for Rock Lee. Ino started to chase Shikamaru around and Hinata grew towards Neji. In some sot of weird, sick, twisted way Kiba started to date Akamaru.
Anyways, I'm getting off track.
Naruto was excited to see Sasuke today. He thought 'Maybe Sasuke remembered today! I know nobody else did.'
Naruto walked into the school and noticed it was pretty quiet. 'Where's Sasuke and his rabid fan-girls?' He thought, when he heard giggling come from the student lounge.
He smiled and was about to walk in when he heard one of the fan-girls say his name.
"...Naruto-baka anyone important to you? You seem to be spending an awful lot of time with him. Is he even your friend?" A girl asked. He waited for an answer. He thought him and Sasuke as best friends, but you never know what Sasuke thinks in that cold mind of his.
"No way in HELL is that...that...that thing my friend! I just spend time with him because I pity him for being such an annoying, childish kid. He is a pathetic child, nothing more." Sasuke's baritone voiced drifted through the door. Then and there, Naruto could feel his heart breaking into millions of pieces.
He carefully stood up and quietly made his way towards his English class. He wouldn't let this betrayal get in the way of his last day of school.
By the end of the day, Naruto felt absolutely miserable. He not only has EVERY FUCKING CLASS with Sasuke, but Sasuke's fan-girls kept giving him little smiles, seeming to portray a tiny message that said, 'He doesn't like you, but he LOVES US!'
Naruto made his way home and that's when the villagers started to attack him with rocks and other sharp, pointy objects. He thought his day couldn't get any worse, until he got home. On his door was a bright green sign that stated in bold black letters 'EVICTION NOTICE...' then it continued to tell him why and when he was supposed to leave his apartment. Now that's where we are for Naruto. Going to Sasuke.
============Sasuke/3rd Person POV============
Sasuke had noticed Naruto acting very strangely. Naruto kept giving him cold glares, he never smiled once that day and Naruto didn't meet him at the usual meeting place under the Sakura Tree after school. Something was wrong, but he would ask later when he gave Naruto his 'big surprise.'
{{{End FLASHBACK}}}
==============Naruto POV-Night Time==============
As I take this knife, I think about all the things that Sasuke and I did together over the past few months.
I scowl, and shake my head. I was hoping that today, in all of the 17 years I have lived, that someone would remember my birthday. Yes, today is my birthday, October 10th and for the 17th year in a row, I will be spending it alone.
I laugh softly to myself. Of course no one would remember! I'm Uzumaki Naruto, the worthless Demon. The unwanted Devil-Spawn. Naruto the Idiot. Naruto the Annoying and Loud.
I stop that train of thought, and push the knife into my left wrist, cleanly cutting it all the way to my elbow, up my forearm. Two more times I do this, and then I sit back and relax, waiting for death to claim me. It hurts, yes, both physically and emotionally but once I'm gone, I will have no more pain. I may be a little selfish, but who says I can't be selfish once in a while? This pain makes me feel accepted, and there's nothing like acceptance on your birthday.
I was drifting into unconsciousness, when my door burst open and I faintly heard Uchiha Sasuke scream out, very out of character might I add, "SURPRISE AND HAPPY BIRTH-" Then I heard a sharp intake of breath. I cursed myself for cutting myself in my living room. Anybody could have walked in through the front door, or looked through my window. How STUPID of me!
I laugh softly again and feel a tear fall down the right side of my cheek. 'Someone actually remembered.' was the last coherent thought going through my mind when my world went black.
A/N: Falcon-Rider pointed out to me that my (a/n comments) are taking out the angstyness of the story…I AM SO SORRY! I didn't even THINK about that! I just…posted the a/n's! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR POINTING THAT OUT TO ME! I hope now that I took out some of the a/n, that it makes the story a little more angstY? Please let me know!
W00t! How'd you like it? Pretty good? So/So? Review and tell me please!? Constructive criticism=welcome. FLAMES=NOT WELCOMED! Ok, this MAY be a one-shot, I'm not quite sure...but if 1) I get enough reviews to tell me to continue or 2) I just feel like continuing (which I probably won't without the reviews lol) then I will continue the story...if that little part made ANY sense...but PLEASE REVIEW! ::gives cookies to all the reviewers:: all you gotta do is push the little...GO button!
You know you want to...
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PUSH IT HARDER! OH YES, YES! I mean...::blushes:: sorry got a little carried away