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Black October Tears

Chapter One

The breeze slowly lifted herself into the night air, and if possible, traveled more lightly until she reached a very thick jade forest. Menacingly she wrapped her cold arms around the trees bark, chilling them to the roots. Suddenly all was quiet...the trees whispered amongst them, almost as if they were listening for something to occur. Then again they heard the sound: a soft pounding in the distance, then it grew louder and louder. Soon soft weeping was heard. The trees moaned again. The same raven-haired beauty had once again entered their forest. What was this now? The third time in less then a week, right? The poor beauty, she had often shared her secrets and fears with them, and they had all listened intently. So Inuyasha was to blame then huh?

I can't run anymore, I fall before you,
Here I am, I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,

Suddenly Kagome felt herself fall forwards. Looking around to see what had tripped her she was surprised to find a tree root that hadn't been there be for in the melting horizon light. Drawing her knees to her chest, she tried to push the previous argument with Inuyasha to the darkest depths of her mind, though his most hurtful words still rang loud in her head as if to remind her that the sting of defeat was there and it wasn't leaving easily...

"You know maybe if you acted more like Kikyou I might notice you more wench..."

Right after he had said those words Kagome saw his eyes soften their hardened look, though his face remained emotionless. Kagome could tell that he was sorry for his words, but she wasn't going to let him forget those actions so easily. She was finally ready to admit defeat. Naraku was gone, but he hadn't all the Jewel Fragments, not even half, so the journey resumed, and Inuyasha's meetings with Kikyou had increased. Kagome finally decided that if she cant have Inuyasha then she would give the rest of her soul to her mirrored double: Kikyou.

Take me home, I'm through fighting it,
Broken, Lifeless,
I give up, You're my only strength,
Without you, I can't go on,
Anymore, Ever again.

That is how it should be, old love deserves a second chance, like a fire given the second chance to burn. So she would give herself one-month left to live then she would pretend to leave for home for a test, but would really set out and find Kikyou and give her soul to her and die without Inuyasha ever knowing. Though he'd probably go to her time and look for her, and her mother would say she never came home.

My only hope, (All the times I've tried)
My only peace, (To walk away from you)
My only joy,

Kagome gave a brisk light laugh. Then a Feudal Era search party would begin. Would Kikyou tell them where she laid buried? That was up to her because Kagome didn't care, she'd be dead. Then with a sudden burst of energy she got up and turned back to the campsite, she'd give herself three days to prepare, then only one month. Upon leaving, the trees moaned in dissatisfaction

My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
my only life, (And love is where I am)
My only love.

Well thats it, the first chapter, there will be more, ummmm comment plz, i'd like it, no flamers! First Fic, Thankies, Inuyashas-girl23