Beginning Note: Yeah. These chapters are going to be really short because they're journal entries. There's going to be eighteen of them. If you haven't seen the episode Betrayal, then please don't read these. The entries take place the day before everything happens, the night of the things happening, and the day after. Each Titan, including Terra, has three entries. The order of the Titans will always stay the same, too. I hope you enjoy this fic! Keito-chan
Disclaimer: Yeah. Same deal as my other story. I don't own the characters. I'm not going to bother humiliating myself to try and own characters again. (Check out my other story to get that! True Feelings)
Chapter 1- Terra: 1st entry
I can't believe that I'm doing this. They all trust me, even Raven. They're all going to hate me, especially Beast Boy. But, Slade was the one who helped me control my powers! I owe him something, don't I? He told me how Robin was a failed apprentice and how I was much better than him. I've given Slade a ton of information about each of the Titans. I know their weaknesses, personalities, everything. I have a sick feeling in my stomach. Betrayal is a bad thing. A very bad thing. But, it's necessary. When I first came to Titans Tower, they were all so trusting of me, Beast boy especially. Raven didn't trust me until I had come back after running away. I had a feeling that when I knocked into her, she saw into my plans, but she must have thought that it was her mind. Starfire and Cyborg accepted me right away and Titans Tower is the closest thing I have to a home. Well, at least it was. I've dug myself into a deep hole and I'm going to have trouble digging myself out, even if Slade is there to guide me. None of the Titans are going to believe that I've done this. I really like them all. I really like Beast Boy. Actually, I more than like him. I think that I've fallen for him. I want to tell him so badly, but will only hurt him more after he finds everything out. Over two hundred of Slade's robots are going to attack Titans Tower tomorrow night. I don't want to be here to see the people who accepted me, made me feel loved, and gave me a home get hurt. Ah! They're all going to hate me! This type of betrayal goes beyond any form of forgiveness. Ugh. I'm so ashamed of myself. I can't think about this anymore, so I need to sleep. Night.