Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely

Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely

I do not own Gundam Wing or Backstreet boys. ~Sigh~

Show me the meaning of being lonely

So many words for the broken heart

It's hard to see in a crimson love

So hard to breathe

Walk with me, and maybe

Nights of liht so soon become

Wild and free I could feel the sun

Your every wish will be done

They tell me…

Wufei looked at his Nataku who had just died in his arms. He pushed the reality that she was gone out of his mind and shook her, shouting her name. No matter how loud he shouted, she didn't hear him. He knew that but didn't want to believe it. Of course he didn't love her. He didn't love anyone. But they had just begun to get along. How could this happen? What did he do wrong? He sighed and just sat there as the wind blew across them again. He shook his head. At least she died in the place she loved most. He thought to himself. I feel so lonely.

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in my heart.

Ever since then, Wufei was alone. He didn't' want anyone to see the hurt he had inside. The guilt that ate him alive. He prayed that know one could see his brave and hard exterior and see the pain inside. Then he met Sally Po. She had a certain potential, like Meiran did. She was kind to him and he was nothing but ruthless toward her. He just wanted to be alone and wallow in his loneliness. Still, it didn't make him feel any better.

Life goes on as it never ends

Eyes of stone observe the trends

They never say forever gaze

Guilty roads to an endless love

There's no control

Are you with me now

Your ever wish will be done

They tell me

One cold, windy day, Wufei went out of his home to take a walk. He kept seeing Meiran's face. He forced it away but it kept re-appearing. Shivering, he pulled his coat up over him. He walked passed a flower shop. He decided to enter and get out of the cold.

"Can I help you, hun?" the lady behind the counter asked.

He looked around the place. A certain flower caught his eye. It looked like one of the flowers that grew in the fields.

"Would you like to buy that?" she said.

Wufei sniffed the flower, lost in his loniliness and self pity.

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with

Tell me why I can't be there where you are.

There's something missing in my heart.

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in my heart

There's no where to run

I have no place to go

Surrender my heart, body and soul

How can it be you're asking me to feel

The things you never show

He bought the flower and continued walking. He kept bringing the flower to his nose to smell it and it took him back to the field of flowers. He looked around, not sure where to go. He didn't' feel needed. There was no where he could turn to but then…

You are missing in my heart

Tell me why I can't be there where you are.

Sally heard a knock on the door. "Who could be that be?" she asked herself and opened the door to see Wufei. "Wufei, what are you doing here?"

"I hope you don't mind me coming by," he said, "but I," he paused, looked at the flower, held it out and finished his sentence, "was kinda lonely. Can I come in?"

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with

Tell me why I can't be there where you are

There's something missing in my heart

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Is this the feeling I need to walk with

Tell me why I cant' be the there where you are

There's something missing in my heart.