Disclaimer: I dont own DBZ

Summary: Draco's thoughts as he commits a sin.

Abiding Crimson

Hurting deep within the soul,

Passing these scarlet days by,

Tragedy sweeps into my heart,

Please let thy cry…

It's burning in the depths,

Twisting the emotions concealed,

Cruel intentions fill the young mind,

And now once again I fail…

Why can't I be what I want to be?

The pain is filling this hole,

Puddles of crimson drench thy heart,

And it will always be this cold…

Bitter hatred, tainted love,

Infected bliss, a wound a cut,

Staking a life, and above,

I wish to be accepted in this world,

Why is it I'm so alone,

Making me stay in the prone,

Suffering these risks that I take,

Now once again it's just a mistake…

Why can't I be what I want to be?

The pain is filling this hole,

Puddles of crimson drench thy heart,

And it will always be this cold…

Take all pain in the inside,

Please just throw it all away,

I'm begging you to save me,

From this abiding crimson I stay.

When I shed tears…my soul screams…

When I bleed…my meaning is dead…

When I yell…my heart hurts…

My whole life revolves around a scarlet abyss…

Why can't I be what I want to be?

The pain is filling this hole,

Puddles of crimson drench thy heart,

And it will always be this cold…

Take all pain in the inside,

Please just throw it all away,

I'm begging you to save me,

From this abiding crimson I stay.