These are the last words I'm ever going to write in you again. It's nothing to do whith not wanting to or like my mood was when I had that accident. Its that amusingly enough this is the last page in the diary. Kinda funny isn't it. When I first started I never thought I would end it, but I did. I made it through. So anyway enough drolling I only have a limited amount to write about. So here it goes.
Sorry, I hate summaries about as much as I hate goodbyes. But both are a big part of my life, and as I've come to see, so has this school. I mean I can live without Bobby's and Gambits annoying personalities and Jubilee's loudness, but there my friends. We stick together through thick and thin and freezing winter cold. I can also live without Mr. Summers, for at least a month, and Mr. Loganthe-world-can-go-to-hell attitude at times, but I know that deep down they are good guys.
I could go on forever about the things I would change at this school but it would take to much time plus space so I won't.This school is more than that. This is the place whereIstarted my journey, where I'm learning more about myself and my values. I know this sounds like a lotof mumbo jumbo but its true. I mean thisis where I startedout as some kid who knew noone, had no family, no real background, was despised by most of the world because of what she was, and yet here Ifound my'nitch'. I found the place where I belong.
I mean, here, I found out more about my powers. I found a great group of friends. Okay, not the most perfect group of friends but you get my meaning. Here Ilearned the price of control and what itmeans. Here I learned I'm not perfect, I'm going to make mistakes but live with it, take the consequences and move on. Here I went from a kid who used to cry alone in the dark topart of a group of teenagers who saved Logan's butt and kicked some creepsbutt.
I also learned, sometimes its hard to choose what's the right thing to do. Sometimes theres evil on both sides of the coin.Not only is there evil in thoseyou fight against, but also those your trying to protect. Its a hard lesson to learn.
That's only the tip of the iceburg. There is so much more to it all. Here I have friends who need me as much as I need them. As much as it shocks me to admit it, I consider Logan a friend and in that one conversation. His eyestold me the whole story. So yeah, that's what finally kicked me back.The road may not be so clear at times, but that's what makes life so fun. And I'll be the last to turn my back on friends in need. Soas I told the Professor I choose to be, forevermore, NIGHTSHADE of the X-MEN!
At last! I finished. I know it is kind of sudden but I didn't want a 100 page ramble, so I decided to end this stage of Nightshade's life. Don't worry, the girl's got the lifecycle of a coakroach, oops. I meant to say she won't die so I'm writing a sequel to this story. It going to have a wierd literature style... Just read it. It's under the X-Stage. Corny I know but hey titles are apprecciated. Ohh thanks for the reviews! READ THE NEXT ONE!