I wonder…


I wonder what would have happened…
…If we had continued on that path;
I wonder why I left you when you asked me to go.
I wonder why I left you alone, hurt and crying
In the dark, as I ran away from your fears for you.

I wonder…

Why couldn't we have stayed together?
Why did I to have to leave you?
We worked so hard to save the galaxy
And then afterwards we couldn't stay together anymore.
Hah! After all we did for them,
You'd think that they'd let us stay together, right?

…I wonder…

I guess not, you're shaking your head at me
Saying those words that I don't want to hear…
I don't want to go away, dearest…
Let me stay with you, please!
I'll respect and help you in any way
That I can, no questions asked.

…I wonder…

Go away? No I won't…
Help any way that I can… I said that to, didn't I?
You're nodding but you're still crying at me.
Yeah, great, I just set myself up didn't I?
Why won't I embrace you as I grab my stuff?
Because I'm storming away angered at you;
I feel hate for you and I don't care about you anymore!
Fine! I'll go…I'll go away and never see you again.
That's what you want isn't it? You and the whole Council
Want me to leave you alone, right?

…Fine…

I wonder about then, as I always do now…
Sitting here alone in the abandoned apartment;
The walls are mouldy, the equipment's broken down.
But I still wonder, as I stand up form the ruins
Of what was once the bed, we laid in all those years ago.
Do you still feel for me? Do you miss me?
Do you remember me, as I cry, out during the night for you?

…I wonder…

I still remember the way you said my name.
The way you smiled at me; that wicked manner
In your eyes grinning as you planned
Something no doubt trouble for us…
The teasing we did to each other.
The yelling arguments we had then.
That dinner we shared; the battles and the war…
The day you told me the happy news,
And when it turned to ashes in my heart…

…I still remember…

….Do you…?

...I sit here and I wonder…

…Do you…?