Beginning Note: Look how good I'm being! I didn't wait a million years to update! It hasn't even been a month! My writer's block is slowly, but surely going away. I think I might even start a Kingdom Hearts one-shot! Oh my Lord! I'm actually thinking about starting another story! I think I should finish Forbidden and write at least three more chapters in Fallen. Maybe I can try and find my Amber & Violet notebook because it has disappeared. It has to be at my house-house (that's not the house by the college) somewhere and I just have to rip everything apart to find it. Yay for being occupied this weekend! Not like I won't be doing homework or going to the football game on Friday or going to the home competition on Saturday… Geez. I'm never going to get anything done! Alrighty! On to the chapter! It's the last one! Boo hoo: (

Author's Note: Wow. I completely forgot that I was going to do a special chapter in The Betrayal Journals. I guess that will be a one-shot… Hmmmm…. Sorry to those who were looking forward to it. My bad!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters due to disastrous attempts the last time I tried doing something like that….

Chapter 5 – Starfire

Dear Friend,

It is a sad, yet momentous occasion. We have defeated our mortal for, Slade, but we have lost Terra. She did such a brave and wonderful thing and I forgive all of her past wrongdoings. She betrayed Slade and fought against his control on her body, but that is what caused her to… I am not sure if she is dead or if she is sleeping, encased in stone, but when she began to fight back, her power triggered a trembling in the earth and it began to spit out hot, glowing liquid fire. It seemed as if Fooglurags were dancing and the Hunardanfas were becoming angry with them. There was so much chaos, yet Terra saved us. She could have let us be crushed by the heavy stones, but she let us escape. Beast Boy has locked himself in her room and will not come out, despite anything we say. It troubles me. Raven says that it is not healthy to be so sad and angry all the time. She called that depression. She must stay away from his and Terra's rooms because she cannot stand to feel his depression. It gives her fierce headaches. Raven tells me that his sadness overwhelms her. She also said that all of our emotions are overwhelming for her to bear right now. She stays on the roof and meditates for most of the day. I will mourn for my lost friend and the friends who are in pain now. Good night, earth memory book and may your dreams be less haunted than mine.

Love Always,


Review Comments:

Ookami Youkai Ali – I'm trying to be the good author and update, but I tend to get lazy and distracted and sometimes even busy! If you can believe that! I just took Honors Physics…. I wasn't going to insult my meager intelligence with AP. More power to you! I barely survived in Honors! I hope you're having a great school year and I hope to see you in other stories! I'm planning on actually doing that Slade special I promised ages ago! Bai bai!

Furubafun24 – Yes, I actually updated. I actually remembered that I was still a part of a community of crazy writers! I even remembered how to upload my stories! I should though, after all the time I've been gone! It wasn't really a BB/Rae sorta moment. It was just the fact that his mental state is causing her immeanse pain. It affects her and so does everyone else's emotions, so her brain is sorta on overload. It's gotta suck! I miss you too! I was so happy that you came to visit! Next time we're getting drunk and watching a funny movie! Haha! See you soon!

KelseyAlicia – Thanks! It feels good to know that I am missed! Yay for feeling loved! It's so hard to update with college. I've been working on a 4 page essay about abortion for about three weeks. I went to our writing center four times, just to make sure that it was okay! That's insane! I'm trying to start writing more, but it just gets so hard, especially when you have no inspiration. Bleh! I hope to see you in my Slade special!