ANYMORE ( drabble #2 )

Author: Mònica

e-mail: sambapati24yahoo.es

Rating: PG – 13

Summary: Catherine still thinks about her. Cath's POV. Slash!

A/N: I needed more and here it is. Enjoy!

Thousands of good words spoken and no one can make me feel better. I understand you, I'm with you, I'm sorry for you…. These are beautiful compliments but none of them can help me take away the sadness.

I remember us laughing, joking, kissing. I remember making love. The visions are so clear that they seem as real as they were once, when you and I were together and he was only a past obsession.

Now he's present and I'm past. An imperfect past.

Reminding your words, something that should never had happened.

I've lost you and with you, I've also lost my faith and my dignity. I've been used, battered and bruised and some injuries will never heal.

I've lost you and with you, I've also lost my faith and my dignity. I've been used, battered and bruised and some injuries will never heal.

I remember you happy, Sad. Naked.

I see you at my door. In my couch. In my bed.

I feel you everywhere.

Your ghost is always with me and it doesn't let me rest.

I'm not sure I will ever be able of forgiving you both. I'm not sure I will be able to look at your face and believe a word you're saying. I'm not sure if I will be able to be in the same room as you both.

A love so beautiful and yet a tragedy.