CHAPTER 1 : This chapter of my songfic is in Sark's point of view. The song is written entirely by me (that's why its real bad) Its about how much Sark really wants Sydney. It kinda carries on from my other story 'Inprisoned' but not entirely. Imagine Sark secretly loves Sydney while she is with Vaughn - that's basically the intro!


And when I see you

From my hiding place

Exposed in the sunlight

Holding his hand

My heart is torn out

Left beating on the ground

And I wonder how and why

I couldn't bring you safety

And how he could save you from me

When I meant no harm

When I just want to hold you

To touch you,

To kiss you

To be with you always.

And standing here in the darkness

I remember my past

And all the things that made me

The thing I despised most.

And how I'd love to be innocent

To be the one for you

But sadness overcomes me

When I think of the day we met

If I hadn't been so evil

I'd never be happy to see you

When I just want to hold you

To touch you,

To kiss you

To be with you always.

I know I may be ruthless,

Cunning, hard and mean

But please, Sydney, just one small chance

I know I'd change for you

I'd stay with you forever

The evil sucked away from me

And filled instead with love

Because I never wanted to hurt you

Harm you or attack you

I did it in self-defence

When I just want to hold you

To touch you,

To kiss you

To be with you always.

Always and forever

Together hand in hand

Released into the sunlight

And lying on the sand

Instead I hide here waiting

Knowing I can't reach you

And it tears me up inside

To know that I can't ever have you

For my own

As Mrs. Julian Lazarey

Instead you'll stay Sydney Bristow

Or Vaughn or Weiss or whoever

But the bottom line is this

I'll love you whoever, whenever, wherever you are.


AN: Please Please Please review I always wanted to write a songfic!