I would die for you.

By Miss P.

Summary: Our favorite Sweeper is having feelings for the Ice-Queen… (Altered)

Disclaimer: I don't own the character in this story, and I'm not getting paid for writing it

Note: This story was posted on FF-net as a song-fic with the same name, but wasn't allowed so they took it away. (I really don't understand why, it was just a song-fic like all the other…) So I've changed it a bit… and I'll give it another try!

Sam's POV.

I have been working as a sweeper almost as long as I can remember. And the only good thing that I can come up with is that I have opportunities to be close to her. I wish I never got this job, I think I just want to be like a normal person.

But no matter what I do, there's no chance that I can change what I am.

Even though I know it is impossible, I can't help but pray that someday it will change, that we can be together, living a life I know both of us are longing for. The only problem is that I'm almost sure she's in love with someone else. That doesn't exactly make it easier…

I do wonder if this life is worth living, it's the same routine every day, running and chasing that poor guy, taking orders. I don't have time for a life outside of the Centre. I don't dare to have a personal life; they take it away from me anyway, just like they took hers away…

Sometimes I wish I had the courage to leave the Centre, to just walk away and never come back. But they would kill me, and besides it would mean I would never see her again…

Maybe a family would be too much to ask for. But I want to have someone who loves me, who can be there in the coldness of the nights, in the lonely hours. I want to share my life with someone. But to make that possible, I need a life to start with…

But that won't happen, because I'm bound to the Centre and all its cruelty…

I've spend a lot of hours imagining a different story for her and me. So many times I've wanted to tell her the truth about how I feel. But I never have the nerve. But there's no use. It won't change anything…

So I guess I just have to keep it going. Take one day and try to survive. That's what it comes down to in the end anyway – survival. As long as we're both at the Centre, I'll always stand by her side and help her, no matter she's aware of it or not…

I'll be her angel undercover, and I'll do anything for her…

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