A/N: Thanks for the reviews! Much appreciated! Sorry if some of you hadn't gotten review replies, I try to do my best but some times it isn't good enough! ;) I know this chapter is taken for ever to get out I really don't have an excuse. I think it was a tad bit of writers block.
IMPORTANT: I believe this is the last chapter. Yes, the last one. It was about time to wrap it up, and for me to do something a little different. I might come back later and do one more chapter but not anytime soon. I have loved writing this fic, and has been a load of fun. Thank you for all of the reviews, and thanks for reading in the first place! And if anyone has any questions about anything in the story or whatever, just ask.
I wrote three different endings to this, and this one won. I liked this one the most because it is so much like the first chapter when they first pass notes in the same class.
Chapter 34: Better than words
October 21 Monday 10:15 AM- Double Charms
Okay, so far, so good. Ughh, what am I saying? It's horrible. We haven't said one word to each other; we haven't even made eye contact! This is the most class work we have gotten done all year! I keep telling myself just to bloody deal with it and say "I'm sorry, Sirius." But I just can't! Somewhere in the back of my mind I can't bring my self to say those three simple words. I know I shouldn't have ditched him, but he shouldn't have brought her to TBS! I mean, how could he!? And do you know it's very hard to write about the person when that person is sitting beside you. Oh no. Here comes a note.
SB- Can we forget about this please? Please? I hate doing class work!
JD- I'm not saying sorry.
SB- I know you're not. You're proud.
JD- Well, I didn't do anything wrong!
JD- Okay, okay, maybe a little wrong.
JD- Alright a lot wrong. I'm sorry.
SB- You are whole-heartedly forgiven.
JD- Good. Because my life would have been over if it was only half-heartedly forgiven.
SB-I think I need to apologize too. I'm sorry for bringing Rachel to TBS. I knew it was wrong but I did it anyway to get you back. I'm sorry.
JD- I know. You were just mad.
Friends? That's what he wanted? He wanted to be friends? That's sure as hell not what I wanted. I just realized yesterday that I was head-over-heals in love with this bloke and he says, "So, friends?" Damn. How was I supposed to reply back to that? Oh yeah Sirius, lets be best buds! Only one minor problem; I'm crazy about you! Yeah, that would go over swimmingly. This was my chance. Maybe the only chance I would ever get to say, "Hell no, I don't want to be your friend!"
SB- No? But...
JD- I don't want to be your friend. I would hate it. No, loathe it.
SB- I said I was sorry! What else do you want?
JD- Sirius. I'm not mad. I just can't be your friend because... I'm crazy about you. God I hate making the first move! Um, I would be lying if I said I just wanted to be your friend.
SB- One moment, please. I have to process.
JD- Oh. Okay.
SB- Say you have to go to the lavatory. I'll follow you.
JD- Um, sure.
I raised my hand and asked if I may be excused to the restroom, Professor Squeaky Pants said yes. I got up and waiting outside the door for Sirius. He came a few minutes later; he looked like he was a man on a mission.
"So," I said catching his attention. He looked at me, smiled, and gently pushed me against the wall.
He looked at my lips then back up at my eyes, like asking for permission, except he didn't wait for the answer. This kiss was amazing, it may not be in the most romantic setting or whatnot, but it was for us. He moved his hands to my neck and I moved mine to his hair. It was like we hadn't seen each other in years and this was our reunion, he had but so much force and passion in to this one kiss. It lasted forever, but not long enough for us. He pulled away kissing me on my forehead, then on both cheeks.
"I'm not good with words, Sweets," Sirius said with a small chuckle.
"Trust me that was better than words," I said kissing him again.
Finally, there is no more confusion between us. Sirius told me he just wanted to make sure I felt the same way about him before anything else happened. Which took forever, but all came out on the bright and sunshiny part of life. Well I have got to dash, Sirius and I are sneaking to Hogsmead tonight. He wants to show me some motor bike.
A/N: Wow, this is goodbye... Welcome to My Life has come to an end... Thank you again for everyones support in the reviews. Love you all! And don't forget to review for this chapter as well:)