Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.

Sum: It's been about eight years since Draco Malfoy has graduated from Hogwarts and he finds himself regretting how he'd never told Harry about his feelings. Will he finally get his second chance?

It's Been Much Too Long

Part One


I can't bring myself to forget you now

At first I didn't know what it was

The sound of your voice just brought me joy

And I found myself needing to be near you

I found ways to force you to speak

Though the hatefulness in your voice only hurt me.

Now I may never see you again

It's been years since I heard your voice last

The future has only brought pain

So I think I'd rather live in the past

Long ago I'd also cried for you

My heart damp though my eyes were dry

I took for granted the gift of seeing your face

Now your beauty is only a memory

I may never see you again

It's been years since I heard your voice last

And the memories only bring pain

So I think I'd rather live in the past

I've tried so hard to forget you

But all I can think about is going back

I know there is no possible way

But going forward will slowly kill me

My only choice is to stop this

I will never see you again

It's been years since I heard your voice last

Living without you only brings pain

I'll die with the thoughts of the past

My wrist is a canvas of scars

And this last slit shall complete my masterpiece

It won't be long now

Until I die here alone

And as I put the blade to my skin

I'm interrupted by the ring of my phone…


AN: The fact that Draco has a telephone will soon be cleared up don't worry...Hope you liked this first chapter!