I'll Wait For You

Everyday it's been the same I would come to our big empty mansion from a hard day at the studio waiting patiently for him. For 5 long months I waited for his return I don't know why, I didn't love him and didn't care about what he did, but I guess it was because I didn't want to be alone. I know he doesn't love he never had, but he still wanted me to wait for him and I did because he asked me to.

"Listen Lacus we don't even love each other….." He started lamely. I sat there in the back sit of the black limo with my arms crossed over my chest looking out the window of the moving vehicle. We just came back from a party to celebrate our engagement and I was pissed, he sat beside me patiently waiting for an answer.

I finally spoke, "Well it's not like I want this marriage anymore than you do". I said calmly trying not to let my emotions get to me.

"So you're ok with this?" he asked. I didn't say anything to him then I heard him sliding closer to me and I rolled my eyes in disgust, "So if things don't workout you'll wait for me". I shrugged my shoulders and continued looking out the window. He turned my face so I could look at him and unexpectedly he kissed me. It was intoxicating he was so close I could smell his cologne and I shivered a little. When he finally broke the kiss I opened my eyes and saw him smiling at me.

"How long are you going to be gone for?" I asked trying to get him to stop smiling.

"I'll be back when I'm back... is that okay with you", He said coolly.

His Flight was supposed to be coming in this evening but I couldn't bring myself to go and get him so I sent a limo to pick him up. I was so nervous pacing back and forth in our living room; to calm my self down I decided to get a drink from the fridge.

I heard the limo pull up into the driveway, I looked through the window in our living room and I saw him he was clad in all black expect for the green shirt he wore. He looked good; it looked like he had been working out too. He turned around and saw me, he smiled and waved I rolled my eyes and went upstairs. I plopped down on our bed and looked up at the ceiling. I didn't want to see him right now, I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and the door opened. I rolled on my side so that my back was to him, I didn't want to talk to him…. not now. I heard him sit down on the bed.

"What's wrong Lacus?" he had the nerve to ask, I ignored him and was about to get up and go into the bathroom when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to sit on the bed.

"Could you let go of my wrist!" I said hotly he let go and moved his hand to my neck and started stroking it.

"So I don't get a kiss from my beautiful fiancé" he purred in my ears. I had enough, I stood up and faced him "Why don't you go back to her" I said bitterly. Feeling quite please for standing up to him I spun on my heel and stomped into the bathroom.

I was about to close the door when I heard him say "Listen I came back to try and settle things between us not to upset you. I'm sorry I left but…." He had my attention now, I came out of the bathroom and went to go sit beside him on the bed I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes taking in the scent of his cologne. We sat like that for quite sometime, to break the long silence between us I spoke "How long are you planning on staying?" I asked.

"Do you even want me to stay?" he said coldly. Why does he always have to be like this like everything's my fault, I got off the bed and was about to go downstairs when he grabbed my wrist again and pulled me back on the bed. He forced me on my back and was on me in an instant he cupped my face and kissed me so passionately.

One part of me wanted to desperately push him off me but another part never wanted it to end. I wanted to end it but my body betrayed me as he started planting kisses all over my neck and trailing further down and back up to claim my lips once more. When he broke the kiss I was panting like crazy he rolled off me and sat up, now I was confused he looked back at me and smiled. "I'm going out okay I'll be back tomorrow", he said as he stood up. 'Tomorrow' I heard the word repeating in my head, "Did I do something wrong? Where are you going? Why are you leaving?" I asked him calmly trying not to get upset. He didn't even look back, he just stood there like he was waiting for me to say something so I did "Athrun what's wrong with you. First you act all lovey-dovey and then it's like your upset with me. What's your problem!" I yelled I was so confused and upset.

"Like I said I'll be back tomorrow." And without looking back he left.

A/N: This is my first fanfic so cut me some slack on the reviews please and Thank-You