Pairing(s): Forte x Blues, onesided Rock x Blues
Summary: Rock's POV. "I'm watching him again... I know I shouldn't. That I should give him his space and privacy, but I can't. Not when someone else is there with him, snuggling him with love and affection... If a little perverted."
I'm watching him again... I know I shouldn't. That I should give him his space and privacy, but I can't. Not when someone else is there with him, snuggling him with love and affection... If a little perverted. No, not just perverted... Violating.
I know he likes that jerk, heck, even loves him. But I can't stand him. His dark purple locks that fall a bit over his shoulders, neat yet wild. Those purple streaks under his eyes, eyes that scream of blood waiting to fall. Be it from the rare shade of his crimson orbs or the insane look he gives when needing to destroy something. And that lunatic grin of his with sharp fangs, like a vampire, or better in his case, a snake.
And that snake had him. The one I looked up to. Loved with all my heart. The one I wished to hold as that snake did. To keep him from harms way. I was the Blue Bomber, the savior of this town, after all. It was my job to protect everyone from demonic robots like the one he had attracted.
But I couldn't do a thing. I can't. He maybe the silent watcher, the shadow of my success in a lot of my fights against Dr. Wily's robots, but he had a bite of his own. He wouldn't let anyone hold him back from what he wanted, needed to survive. He was a survivor. A loner.
Though I know this, I can't help but think of him differently. With his beautiful voice, one that creates such melodies from simple tunes of whistles or true songs, he is like a small canary. A free one that is oddly stuck in this town, needing to remain close to his owners and family even though he is free to move on with his life. He has chosen to stay where he knows he belongs.
And because of that, the snake was able to wrap his slimy tail around our innocent canary and keeping him for himself. Away from his family. Away from the home he belongs to. Away... Away from me.
That is what enrages me the most. Because of that selfish jerk, I can only watch from afar as he showers him with love and affection, the stuff I wish I could do myself. But I can't. Not with him stopping me every step of the way.
He keeps me back the most out of our family. He knows how I truly feel. And I can tell he won't allow me to even TRY and win his heart back. No, once a snake has found his prey, he won't release it for the world. And I can't say I blame him this time.
My brother is a true gem in this robotic city we live in. Even if his insides are just metal and outside artificial skin, he is the most beautiful being anyone can lay their eyes on. Well, if Forte allows it. Which is very unlikely...
Oh, brother... You are so beautiful, even when I can see nothing but jealousy. You are the shining sun that breaks through the crimson red of my anger. Its a shame I cannot hold you, love you, cheris you as I wish to do. But even if I can't do it physically, I can still do it as I watch you and your koibito show public affections.
For in my mind, it is me where Forte stands, kissing you without a care in the world what others do or think. I am the one who selfishly keeps you away from others. Not wanting to share you for the world. I am the one you say sweet things to as you help me feel better after being defeated by the savior of the town you also protect. Even if I want to destroy it.
And I am the one who says, "I love you, Blues."