Title: Decisions
Author: Ferretgirl1124
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Angst, 1st person POV, mention of character death
Pairings: Implied BBxTerra, implied BBxRae
Rating: PG

Summary: Beast Boy thinks about the morals of his relationships

"Man, what the hell is with you and falling for girls with issues?" Cyborg sat down next to me, face contorted in worry.

"Every one has issues, dude." I snapped back, not in the mood for jokes. Shocking, I know.

"Yeah, but a half-demon and a traitor?"

"Don't call her that, Cy!" He looked shocked, taken aback by my adamant defense of the two girls I love.

"Don't call which one what?"

"Both. Either. I don't know!" I stood up and walked over to the counters, slamming my hands against them, "Cy, I don't know. I love Rae, but Terra…she was the first one that ever liked me. Ever understood me."

"Dude, Raven liked you long before you met Terra." He watched my abuse of the kitchen calmly.

"Yeah, but…Terra liked me."

"So, which one are you going to choose? The girl made of stone, or Terra?"

"That's not funny!" I glared at him, "I have to think about it."

"Think about it? Terra's gone, man. She's been gone a long time. Dating Raven doesn't mean that you're betraying her." He stood up, and started walking towards the door.

"Easy for you to say." I muttered, staring out the window. Somewhere out in the city, my first love stood alone, cold as ice, while my demon slept alone in her room. Which one would I join tonight? And more importantly; once I chose, would I be able to leave?