Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon. I do not own the Chibi Senshi, etc.
(A.N: Thanks to Angel Raye for letting me use her wonderful characters)
Blood of Chronos
By Silver Sailor Ganymede
If I were to be granted one wish, it would be that I was able to be normal. Most would never even consider the fact; they would wish for eternal youth, immortality and riches beyond their wildest dreams; what use would wishing for such things be to me? I already have all of those things, and yet I do not want them, nor can I see why any other would.
I often wonder what my life would have been like had I not been who I am, had I not had the blood of Chronos running through my veins. All the senshi are immortal, yes, but only my mother, grandmother and I must bare the fate of an eternity alone, condemned to watch the flow of time forever. I did not ask for this fate, and yet it is mine to fulfil. I am not allowed any say in the matter; I simply must pay for my ancestor's crimes, as the other gods whom Chronos served decreed it.
I was happy as a child, a Chibi Cosmic senshi; but now that I am an Elysian senshi, everything has changed; now I know my fate in truth and what we, as senshi, may have to do to protect our world. I am not the only one who fears what lies before us now, as we age yet do not change. Celine too has fallen from where she once was, made an ice-queen by her father's death. I often wish I could do as Celine did, that I could seal off all emotion completely; after all, what use are emotions to one who is damned to spend eternity alone?
No matter how I try to explain it, no one else can understand, and mother and grandmother are never here. Mother wouldn't understand; she had such close friends, friends who loved her for who she was. I do not; Violet and I have drifted apart… and besides, all she liked me for was my ability to stop her fighting; and because I let her copy my homework.
Grandmother, however, may understand. She knows how it is to be alone. And yet I feel as though she just wouldn't comprehend how I feel about everything else: I am shunned for who I am… for who he was.
Yes, I do resent him, Chronos. At times I wish he had never existed… that my bloodline was never even begun. I wish that he hadn't been such a fool as to tamper with time, and thus saved we, his children, from the fate we must bare.
Father Chronos, you truly did as your counterpart in the Earth's mythology. He devoured his children so they would not throw him from his stead as King of the Titans. And you, dear Father, you devoured us too: not our bodies but our souls. You were too much of a coward to bare this fate, this damnation, and so we suffer for it. Now, however, you are dead, and we cannot have our revenge on you as Chronos' of Earth children did him.
Father Chronos, I may be your child yet I refuse to acknowledge you as the father of her line. All I ever wanted was normality, and you idiotic mistakes cost me all I may have had. I could have had a normal life, but alas that I will never know one; for I, Rose Meioh, am Sailor Elysian Pluto, a descendent of the God of Time, and the blood of Chronos – your blood, dear father – runs in my veins.