Digimon doesn't belong to me....
Last chapter of this....Thanks
to all people who reviewed it...it is so encouraging to read all this nice
Thanks to Tamara, who wrote me
a German review(no luck for all the people who can only read German, they
will never be able to understand this review...).
Keep on writing so wonderful
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Read it and enjoy!
I am running.
I don't want to hear them
I don't want to hear the questions.
I don't want to be so unsure.
My memories – do I want to have them
I have no idea. Will I be a jerk
I can trust nobody, that's the problem.
The say that they love me, but my
little 'flashbacks' show different things.
They say that I had been a stupid
idiot sometimes (most times).
I don't want to be an idiot.
But I can't trust them. I even can't
How can I life without being able
to trust in my memories???
Questions...so many questions.
And no answers.
In the classroom of Davis' school,
TK and Kari are watching the park -They watch the small shadow of Davis
which disappears behind some trees.
"I feel so sorry for him.", TK says
in a worried tone. "Have you seen his eyes? They aren't the same...When
he smiled at me, it was like having the old Davis back. I think he doesn't
realise how we all miss him."
"It makes me so sad that we can't
help him.", Kari responses, "It seems to me that he avoids us. Maybe he
doesn't believe us when we tell him that he's our friend. I don't know..."
"I feel the same. Perhaps I'll should
go after him and talk to him."
"No, that won't help him – but...TK!"
The girl gets pale and looks at her friend with horror. "What?"
"It is just that...I think I know
the reason why he can't remember...why he won't find his memories. TK,
maybe it is our fault!"
"How did you get that stupid idea?"
"Because...Because...you know, we
often made fun of him. We called him stupid. And I loved to play with him
a little, cause his huge crush on me was really nerving. We never thought
that that might hurt him...he is such a thick-skinned guy. But if
it hurt him...what then?
When he doesn't want to come back
because he is frightened that we will make fun of him again? That we won't
accept him fully? That I will ignore him??"
TK's face got longer and longer.
"I never thought of that possibility...but now, when you point it out,
I feel that it could be true."
"What shall we do? What shall we
I don't know how long I have been
I watch the sun.
Who am I ?
Footsteps are coming nearer, and
a shadow darkens the light. I look up.
There is a boy, a boy at my age.
I know him. He visited me in the hospital – I think his name was Ken. He
is my friend.
"Why are you here, Davis?", his voice
is full of concern.
I don't answer.
"Can I talk with you?"
"What - do you want to tell me something
about the Daisuke I used to be? You can stop that. I am not this Daisuke
anymore. I am someone different."
"I didn't want to talk with you about
"It's just that – well, Davis, I
can understand how you feel. But please listen to me, okay? It is really
I watch this eyes, this worried,
friendly eyes and finally, I nod.
"I am your friend, Davis. You can't
remember me, but I do. You are confused because you don't know what you
can believe. Several people tell you several things....and you cannot trust
It is true that you have been a
But it is also true that you have
the most loveable character on this planet.
You've been the first one who was
nice to me, without thinking for any use to yourself.
You liked me – and you had no reason
why you did so, and that impressed me.
The first time when I met (that
was the time when I was the 'Kaizer'), I looked down on you. I was full
of contempt; you had no skills which I had – no, you had bad marks in school
and your soccer skills weren't very fascinating, either.
In my eyes, you didn't earn it being
able to visit such a great dimension like the digiworld. But you defeated
me more times than I can count, and that surprised me: how could someone
who was a lot of stupider than me be such a great fighter???
Later, when we had become friends,
I realised it.
It isn't your brain – it is your
heart. You would never give up; you risk your life for your friends and
you never loose your happiness.
Davis, what I want to say is that
you have to accept both sides of you:
You are Davis, the stupid, brainless,
nerving jerk who quarrels around with his sister and runs after Kari; who
forgets the time and comes too late; who doesn't recognise the importance
and seriousness of a situation.
And you are Davis, the brave, friendly
guy with a heart bigger than the ocean; the guy who rescued his friends
a million times; they boy who forgave the Digimon Kaizer; the boy who loves
living and enjoys every day full of happiness; they boy who earned the
Crests of Friendship and Courage.