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Beautiful Disaster
By GuardGirl
She stood in his rooms, the place of so many wonderful memories from the past year flooding her mind. Hermione Granger could not believe that man she loved had murdered the greatest wizard of all time.
He drowns in his
dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he
seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to
save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't
right
Lord, it just ain't right
She truly wanted to
believe everything had been an elaborate plot but no one else would
even consider the idea. If any word in Snape's defense was uttered
her friends, Harry especially, would turn on her immediately and she
could not risk that at this point. Harry needed her and she needed
the information only available through the Order. Oh and I
don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so
beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold
on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord would it be
beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
Walking around his
private lab she remembered many nights of brewing different potions
for the hospital wing and other various concoctions for headquarters.
As she paused to pick up on the many instruments more tears sprang
forth. He really was beautiful when brewing. She could sit for
hours and watch e very precise movement and she could drown in his
black eyes when they glowed with accomplishment after a successful
experiment. His magical myth
As strong as what I
believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But
do I try to change him
It's so hard not to blame him
Hold on
tight
Baby hold on tight
When Dumbledore had
first spoken to her about the idea of assisting Snape she had been
thrilled even though he was not. Hermione had always respected the
professor and believed she understood why he acted the way he did.
However, true understanding came the night she found him wounded
after being summoned. That night was a turning point in their
relationship after he emptied his soul to her. The truth of the
nightmare he was forced to live broke her heart but also made her
determined to show him that someone besides the headmaster cared. Oh
and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's
so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could
hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be
beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
Now however, Hermione
wondered if he had been toying with her all along. She sat in front
of the cold hearth trying to figure out what he was after. She could
just not believe that he was still loyal to Voldemort. Not after all
she had been told. Was it really all a lie? She had to know! I'm
longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy
hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so
long
Waited so long
Hermione was a logical
witch but nothing ever seemed that way around him. Everything he did
was with such a passion that it bordered on hysterical; from the
self-deprecation, to his extreme temper. However, she never left him
after the night she found him and she would not give up now. She was
still searching for a miracle.
He's soft to the touch
But
afraid at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still
leaves more than I can take
Hermione had known something was wrong the last couple of weeks because his mood had been blacker than normal. Then one night he had snapped and told her to stay away from him. Snape had yelled that she did not understand what kind of person he really was. However, being the Gryffindor that she was Hermione had yelled right back and said she was not going anywhere. "I love you Severus Snape so strop trying to push me away!" After that confession the room was silent until she had tried to run but he had grabbed her and said, "I love you as well," and then had broken down. They held each other that night and it had been the happiest she had ever felt.
Oh and I don't
know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so
beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold
on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
As Hermione grabbed the
door handle she stopped to take a final look remembering the tears
and laughter they had shared on so many nights she whispered, "I
love you Severus Snape and I will never give up on you." He's
beautiful
Lord he's so beautiful
He's beautiful