THE BLOOD ON THE FLOOR
REMAINS FOREVER MORE
AS THAT OF A YOUNG MAN
WHO TOOK HIS LIFE INTO HIS OWN HANDS
HE DECIDED HE COULDNT GO ON
DECIDED HE WASNT VERY STRONG
NO-ONE COULDVE SAVED HIM
HE WAS DOWN, HE WAS GRIM
HE GAVE ONE LAST SIGH
AND PREPARED TO DIE.
He sat there blade in one hand, wrist in view he watched as if lost in a trance as his hand slowly brought the blade down to his exposed wrist and veins, the blade cut deeply slicing open the veins blood poured out and onto the white carped staining it red from his blood without even flinching he brought the blade down again this time having a little more confidence he sliced deeper than the first cut blood poured out slightly faster and in more quantity he shut his eyes as he was hit with a dizzy spell he shock his head from side to side to clear his vision he wasnt going to be weak that just wasnt him he doesnt feel at least he never used to his team has made him go soft.
he laughed 'hell no im not weak' he barley registered having dropped the knife which landed with a gently thud o the red stained white carped at his feet he sighed as he vision blurred even more he felt his heart start to slow and suddenly thought 'i can't go like this, everyone will think i'm weak and im never going to be fucken weak ever'
he slowly lowered his form to the bed as the effort os sitting up was getting to much for him to handle he turned his head to the side arm hanging over the bed he watched as blood poured from his wrist he smiled at the memory of his best friend he had lost her and
couldn't go on without her ever he let out a small laugh "i guess this means im weak after all" he said outloud to no-one in particular
His eyes started to droop and he almost gave into it his eyes snapped open and he resumed his gaze on his bleeding arm he turned his head after awhile staring at the ceiling he felt a single unwanted tear roll down his cheek and onto his lips he tasted the saltiness of his unwanted tear 'huh unwanted sounds exactly like my life' he closed his eyes and took a deep breath before letting it out slowly and then he gave in.