Series: Not You Average Love

Title: It's Just A Little Hard To Leave (2)

Author: Tali

Rating: PG-13/R over all

Disclaimer: I do not own any one or thing you might recognize. Characters belong to JKR and song belongs to Nickelback and who ever wrote it. It is called 'Fight For All The Wrong Reasons'. I am making no money off of this.

Couple: Draco/Harry

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All through dinner I could feel his eyes on me. The hair on the back of my neck stands up when he's focused on me. There really is something about Draco Malfoy that just makes me aware of him all the time. I ate until I thought I would be sick just because I love the feel of his eyes on me. I tried to pay attention to what Hermione was saying but I kept loosing the conversation. Finally I gave up and told the guys I was heading up to the tower. They of course decided they were finished and coming with.

I was wondering if he liked the song. I was wondering if what he thought about it. I knew it was a silly thing to do. Giving Draco a CD with a song I admitted always makes me think of him when I hear it. Not, of course, that I hear many songs that don't remind me of him. He's like some kind of beautiful sex god. Ready, Willing, Able and there isn't an inch of Draco that isn't damn near breath taking. Closing my eyes I groaned a little I needed to change my thoughts with quickness before I was in all sorts of trouble. I think Hermione is starting to suspect something.

It was around then that I felt the hair on my neck rise up, seconds later Pansy's irritating voice made me stop. She said something about Hermione's hair and before I knew what was going on they were arguing and then in seconds Hermione was attempting to rip the little pug faced sluts hair out. Pansy has this thing about pawing Draco like she's in heat or worse like he belongs to her. I pulled Hermione off Pansy at the same time Draco dove to rescue his friend. I smirked a little inside when I felt something slide into my pocket.

When I heard him humming I was more then a little shocked and when I realized what it was I smirked. He was humming my song. Instantly I knew what was in my pocket. I couldn't wait to get back to my room and play his song.

Slipping away from Ron and Hermione with the excuse of being tired and wanting to have a quick shower before bed I left my friends down in the common room to make eyes at each other. No one was in our dorm room so I shut my curtains tight, put a locking charm on them and then a silencing charm so no one could hear the music through the curtain. Pulling my laptop out I slipped the CD in.

Was Dudley ever furious when I had to get one for school, Remus bought it and sent it to me as a gift when he found out they were being made mandatory. It was the newest most powerful computer and Remus had put all sorts of lovely charms on it. Ones that made it shock Dudley when he attempted to touch it; they also made it very hard to break. Mine was special in its decoration as well; its red case had gold trim with a gold griffin on it. It was truly beautiful to behold. Most kids just had black or gray lap tops... the exceptions being some Slytherin's, and the Hufflepuff's who had put garish stickers all over theirs. I had insisted on paying Remus back once I got to Diagon Ally but with the money Sirius had left him, Remus insisted he had plenty now and as my adoptive god-father it was his right to spoil me and my job to accept it.

Nervously I hit play and waited for the music to come through as I slipped my head phones on. One never knew what they were getting with Draco Malfoy. He never failed to surprise me, though I usually loved his surprises. Hearing the guitars I smirked, he hated being out done.

Well I wanted you

I wanted no one else

I thought it through

I got you to myself

Oh really, Malfoy? I decided to tuck the information of those lyrics back in my mind for further exploration later.

You got off

Every time you got on to me

Damn! His music was as explicit as he was in real life. I smiled shaking my head.

I got caught up

In favorable slavery

Slavery? Wonder if that is some kind of Malfoy... Slytherin twisted way of saying he likes being with me enough to not want to leave...

Was it wrong? Was it wrong?

Talk about a loaded question... so much was wrong about us getting together. Especially the way we tended to get together. I was sure Ron would have an aneurysm should he ever find out.

I guess it wasn't really right

I guess it wasn't meant to be

It didn't matter what they said

'Cause we were good in bed

I blushed instantly... damn it. He can be so one track minded some times not that I minded at sixteen I was starting to feel like a walking talking hard on.

I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight

For all the wrong reasons

No, it didn't matter what I tried

It's just a little hard to leave

When you're going down on me

I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight

For all the wrong reasons

Hard to leave when... I scowled listening. Was he? Sticking around for the sex? Was there nothing more to it? I felt sick at the thought and tried to put it out of my head.

Well you know my friends

Well they know your enemies

Voldemort. Damn him to hell, he has to come and put his big ugly nonexistent nose into every fucking aspect of my life... and of course I'd have to fall for and end up in bed with his right hand man's son.

I'd pretend

Not to hear what they said to me

'Cause I got off

Every time you got on to me

Was it wrong

To go along with insanity?

Ahh yes... his father's stupid ranting about my soon to be death. You'd think after trying every damn year for six years they'd just give fucking up... but no. and it is NOT insanity... there is something strong between Draco and I. I blustered silently knowing and prepairing myself to give him hell later tonight when we meant up.

Was it wrong? Was it wrong?

NO! It's not wrong. It's just a secret. Its not a secret because we don't WANT people to know... just because we can't tell its too dangerous... right? Damn now I'm doubting my own inner rantings.

I guess it wasn't really right

I guess it wasn't meant to be

It didn't matter what they said

'Cause we were good in bed

I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight

for all the wrong reasons

Just what are the right reasons? What would be a better reason to fight for us Malfoy? I was starting to seethe; he always knew just how to get under my skin, to piss me off.

No, it didn't matter what I tried

It's just a little hard to leave

When you're going down on me

I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight

For all the wrong reasons

Well maybe if I stopped going down on you then you could go wherever the hell you wanted! I punched my pillow feeling myself get more and more angry.

I guess it wasn't what I wanted

It wasn't really what I thought

I thought it was the day I got it

I want it all to go away

It wasn't what you wanted? You sure as hell made it seem like it was... had me totally fooled. I swallowed a lump in my throat.

I guess it wasn't what I wanted

It wasn't really what I thought

I thought it was the day I got it

I want it all to go away

Wasn't what you thought it'd be? If you didn't want it then how did you think about what it would be like... what did you imagine running through fields holding hands and singing songs? I sniffed refusing to cry.

I guess it wasn't what I wanted

It wasn't really what I thought

I thought it was the day I got it

I want it all to go away

Changed your mind... want me to go away? Bastard... stupid bastard... I hate him. He swallowed the lump and panted. Malfoy wasn't going to do this to me... my song was just a joke...

I guess it wasn't really right

I guess it wasn't meant to be

It didn't matter what they said

'Cause we were good in bed

I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight

For all the wrong reasons

No, it didn't matter what I tried

It's just a little hard to leave

When you're going down on me

I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight

For all the wrong reasons

Yeah well you won't have to worry about that any more. I hit stop went he song ended refusing to listen to it again. It was then that I noticed something on the post it. The underside had his scratchy writing.

-P

Stop being a twat, this isn't a get lost song... its a sexy gonna fuck you till you can't breath song... the kind of thing you should bring with so we can have sex to it. Great DRIVING rhythm. Meet you at midnight... my place this time.

M

I coughed, I laughed and I hit play this time paying more attention to the music and the sexuality of the lyrics. He could be such a prick... I couldn't wait for later. Grabbing a CD I started looking through my music. Something for him, something to fuck to... what could I find?