Sorry everyone who has been enjoying my writing. I have been taking a break from this site, in fact it was meant to be permanent, but because of high demand I am going to update ONE chapter on all the stories people want me to continue. If I manage to get enough reviews (5 at least) on all the updates, I may continue these stories. I realize its not fair to start something then not finish it on all of you, but I simply haven't had the energy to follow through with these stories. That and I have been writing on Fiction press. Thanks for the support, and I hope I can finish these stories (that can only happen with YOUR encouragement)
NOTE: My writing styles, grammar, all that probably HAS changed since I have last wrote for you all. So, if the writing changes to your liking, good. If not, Im sorry for the inconvenience.
The sting from the beams hitting my skin, piercing through my body caused me to fall weak. When I first left the portal after my 'change' I fell straight to the ground, unable to hold myself up any longer. I blacked out.
When I woke up the first thing I saw was Jazz standing above me, her face tear stained and worried.
"Sam, thank God you're ok. Why would you do this?" She asked grabbing my hand to help me up. I looked around the room dazed, then looked back at her.
"I don't know…" I said, the thought of Danny being gone was no longer planted in my mind for the moment. I was confused as to what I did exactly that she thought I shouldn't have done. After a moments recovery I quickly began to fall back into reality and realized I had done something incredibly life changing.
"Sam? Are you ok?"
"Yeah, I'm just a bit sore, confused…"
"Yeah, you had to have been incredibly confused to have found your way into there. This is because of Danny, isn't it?"
Danny. He was the reason for this bizarre occurrence. No, he wasn't the reason, my horrible feelings led me to do this, he had nothing to do with this.
"Danny wouldn't have wanted you to deal with this too Sam… What were you thinking?"
"I don't know Jazz… I need a break," I said and tried walking away from her, stumbling on the way. I caught myself and placed my head on my hand, lightheaded my whole world was fuzzy and moving on me.
"Sit down," Jazz told me placing a hand on my shoulder and I stared over at the portal. Did it work? Had I changed into a half ghost? Or was I the same average human who had lost her best friend and could do nothing to avenge him.
"Did it work?" I asked her, and she looked at me shocked, "Sam, you wanted this? Yes it worked," she said and pointed to the mirror. I was afraid to go look, I figured I could explain myself to her to give more time before I had to fully accept what I had done to myself.
"I did it to get revenge. Whoever killed Danny, needs to pay," was my simple explanation, and she simply shook her head slightly and looked at me like I was a lost puppy.
"Sam, Danny had died doing what he thought was best. But he in no way would want to drag you into this, no matter what."
"So? What if I need to do this for me? What if my mind isn't settled until I do this? I needed to; it was my only way to feel relieved for a moment."
"No, it was your only way to have a bigger problem to escape the other issue you were dealing with," she said trying to sound like a professional psychiatrist.
"No Jazz, because that 'other problem' happens to be loosing my best friend. There is no way to correct that, no way to change what has all ready happen, and I didn't create it. It has nothing to do with this, because no matter what I do, I will still have to face the fact that I will never see him again. You know how hard that is? You should, you're his sister. And you know well enough nothing will make it easy to escape from that 'problem'," I said furious at her trying to make Danny sound like an object rather than a person, and for thinking I could simply forget about it by doing this.
"I know you will never forget, but this will give you a few moments a day where you will forget."
"That may be so, but every time I change into a ghost, every time I practice getting better, I will remember him."
"You're only placing more troubles on your shoulders Sam, you needed to think this over more."
"I've thought it over plenty enough."
"If you say so… I'm going to get going, if you need help, or change your mind, you know where to find me."
"Yeah, bye," I said, happy she was leaving. I could feel the tears slowly sliding to the corners of my eyes; I didn't want her to see me hurt.
I looked over in the direction of the mirror and got back up off the ground, my muscles were returning to normal and were managing to be able to carry me over to it.
"Danny… your hair… your eyes, what happened?" I asked him staring into his new bright green eyes.
"I don't know…" he said, picking himself up off the ground to look in the mirror. He stared in the mirror for a moment, looking over his appearance, then ran his fingers through his hair as if trying to convince himself that it was him he was staring at.
"Dude, you're falling through the floor," Tucker said from behind us, and both me and him looked down to see his feet going through the floor. I took hold of his hands and pulled him back up above the ground, where his feet returned to normal.
"Am I dead?"
"No, you're not dead… I don't think," I replied calmly, while they were both in shock over the whole event.
"How do I know for sure?"
"I don't know…" I replied once again, beginning to realize I wasn't really helping the situation at all.
"Danny, whats going on down there?" His dads voice carried through the staircase and into the basement. He jumped from the surprise, and when I turned to look at him again, he was normal Danny again.
I walked up to the mirror and did the same longing stare at myself. My amethyst eyes were a crystal blue, my black hair was teal and my whole suit was a shimmering black and gold.
"You weren't dead… but you are now," I answered to his old question that was playing in my head over and over again as the whole occasion kept reappearing in my head.
Ok, sorry it was so short, but I have a few others I need to update, and this was just a small update to see how many people were interested.