Not Mind But I Don't Care
Disclaimer: What's the point of these things. I don't own anything! If I did I wouldn't have to write fanfiction because Buffy and Angel never would have broke up! Anyway everything belongs to the evil wonderful man name Joss Whedon. I have this love/hate thing for him. Anyways, I own nothing so don't sue!
Pairings: B/A! Oh yeah! Lots of B/A! Anyway there is a little B/R in the beginning but it's not very happy. How could it be since I hate Riley! There might be a few other pairings too but they aren't important.
Summary: Angel comes back to Buffy...human. Buffy and Riley are engaged and Buffy is pregnant. She leaves Riley and she and Angel get married. Can they live happily ever after or will Buffy's little bun in the oven drive a wedge between them? What really makes a father?
Rating: Pg –13 I think. There's nothing too bad. Just a little bit a language. Whatever if you can watch the show you can read this!
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It was blue. To some people this might be a good thing. Not to me though. To me this is the beginning of a nightmare. I'm pregnant. Oh God. Suddenly I want to scream and punch the walls. I don't though. I'm in enough pain as it is. It's not that I don't want kids and there is now way I'm gonna get rid of this one but I just never wanted a kid with Riley. That's kinda bad considering we've been together for the past four years but I can't help it. I don't want a kid with Riley. Well to late now. I'm pregnant. Riley will be home soon. How am I gonna tell him? Oh boy…
"Buffy I'm home. Where are you?"
"Upstairs." I tell him. I slowly make my way out of the bedroom and head downstairs.
"Hey honey how was your day?" He asks.
"Riley I'm pregnant." There I said it. Direct and to the point and now I never have to say it again.
"What did you say?"
"Ok so you had a busy day then."
"This is great Buffy. A little unexpected but not a bad thing."
"Um…" I debate telling him my true feelings on the matter but I don't know how he'll react so I don't. "Yeah this is…good." Funny, I don't feel bad about lying to him.
"When did you find out?"
He puts his arms around me and holds me close. Suddenly I feel like I'm gonna be sick and I don't think it's morning sickness.
2 weeks later.
I'm in the kitchen making a sandwich. As I wait for the toaster to go off I fiddle with my engagement ring. I remember how Riley purposed to me two days after I told him about the baby. I went the gynecologist three days ago and took a more accurate test and I am without a doubt pregnant. I'm depressed. I'm pregnant and I'm marrying Riley. Suddenly there is a knock at the door. I open the door and the person on the other side was the last person I ever expected to see.
"What…what are you doing here?"
"Um…I need to talk to you. Can I come in?"
"Um yeah sure. Come in…wait. The sun is up. Why aren't you on fire? You know not that I want you on fire but I'm kinda curious…" I'm babbling and I know it but I can't help it when I'm around him.
"That's sort of what I wanted to talk to you about." He says as he walks in. "I'm human now Buffy. I got my shanshu."
Ok. I'm in shock now. I like shock. It's a nice safe feeling.
"Buffy? Are you ok?"
"Um…I'm processing. Ok done. So you're human now. That's…good. That's good. I'm happy for you."
"Buffy…I didn't just come here to tell you that."
"Oh?" what else could he want to tell me? Oh god…what if he's found some one and he's getting married? Well that would make two of us but I don't think I could handle it if he married someone else.
"Buffy…I still love you. We have a chance now. To have what we didn't get to have before. I want a life with you. Do you still love me?"
"Angel I…" Where did this come from? I've never heard Angel speak his feelings like that before. He wants a life with me? Why now? Why couldn't this have been a month ago? I would have been easy then but now…even if I do want to be with him he won't want me when he finds out about the baby.
"Do you still love me?"
" Angel you know I do but this can't happen."
"Buffy I love you and you just admitted that you still love me so…will you marry me?"
I just stare at him. This is a totally different Angel. This Angel is confident and knows what he wants. I kind of like it. Kind of.
"I can't Angel."
That shocked him. I watch the emotions play across his face and I'm confused when I see determination.
"Will you marry me?" he asks again.
"What? Angel I just told you I'm pregnant. I'm a month along and I'm engaged to Riley. You're still asking me?"
"Yeah. I don't care that you're pregnant and I really don't give a crap about Riley and I'll be there for you and your child because it's a part of you and I already love it. Marry me Buffy."
Ok I'm in shock again. I need to get out of here. I have to think. This is all too much. Wait wasn't I doing something? Oh no my toast!
"My…um my toast is burning. I have to…" I turn and go into the kitchen. He doesn't follow me. I guess he knows I need time to think. He always did understand me. Riley never has. But I am pregnant with his kid. But Angel doesn't care so why should I? I guess I have my answer don't I? I reach for my burnt toast and accidentally touch the edge of the toaster and burn the tip of me finger. (AN: That really does hurt!) I yelp and Angel rushed into the kitchen.
"Are you ok?"
"OW! My finger! I burned it on the stupid toaster!" I'm wailing like a child over a burned finger. Yeah he's gonna want to marry a whining child. Yeah right.
"Here, put it under the cold water." He turns on the water and put my hand under it and takes the toast out off the counter and throws it away.
"Yeah. Still hurts a bit but I'll live."
"Good. I like you better alive."
"Was that a joke? What happened to you?"
"I don't know. It's like when I got a heartbeat every thing changed. Like a weight was lifted."
"So can I have my answer? Will you marry me?"
I nod and tears form in my eyes. This feels nothing like saying yes to Riley. That I really didn't want to say yes to. But this is different. I really want to marry Angel.
"I love you Buffy." He says and he takes me in his arms.
"I love you too." I say right before our lips meet and we kiss passionately. Air is forgotten as we reacquaint ourselves with each other's kiss. It has been much too long.
Ok that's it! Review please! The next chapter is done but if no one likes this then I won't post it so tell me what you think! Luv ya!