I've always wondered what it would be like if Chakotay and I had gotten together. Would we be happy? Did we have children? I've always imagined what the wedding would be like. But of course, there was none, I was Captain. Captains didn't have relationships with their first officers. If only that was diffferent. I always reminice about the past, would today be different if I hadn't let Chakotay on board? Of course it would, what would I have done without his guidance in the future? He's always been such a caring person. I always wonder. . .