Without You

Disclaimer: Belongs to genius Wachowski brothers- I own nothing except my own misery that went into this.

Summary- What if Trinity didn't die, but Neo still did?

A/N- The song used is Cascada's Everytime We Touch which is basically my favorite song! I wrote this on a whim, too


Pain.

That was all she felt.

It never got better, it never got easier.

She wished it could have been both of them.

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me.


I still feel your touch in my dreams.

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.

Without you It's hard to survive.


Trinity sobbed all day, all night, whenever possible. It was too hard. She couldn't live without him. Why couldn't he come back this time? Why did he have to leave her here? She couldn't get him off her mind. To her, he was all that existed. All his love…HIM. She couldn't do it, she just couldn't live anymore.


Cause everytime we touch,

I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last, need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch,

I feel the static and everytime we kiss I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so,

I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.


She though of all the times they had been together. She remembered how she brought him back to life after Smith had killed him. She remembered her heart racing when she saw him fighting the agent, and how it plummeted when she saw him die. She remembered being in Zion. She remembered his sleepless nights. She knew he was dreaming about her, she couldn't bring herself to tell him. When his dream finally came true- she remembered thinking that she told him the wrong thing- she wanted to say how much she loved being with him, and for him to kiss her one last time. She remembered saying "I'm Sorry," and then fading into darkness, only to be awakened by Neo.


Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry.

The good and bad times we've been through them all,

you make me rise when I fall.


She couldn't live without him, but she had to. Neo would want her to fight until the end. She never did see him again. The machines took him away from her-literally. The pain was unbearable. She broke down and cried again. She remembered her words when she saw him dying: "It's too much! It's too much! Please Neo, take me with you….. don't leave me!" It was no use, he still left her. She knew she had to try and live without Neo. She had to move out of her old room at Zion- it had too many memories of him. She also resigned from the Nebuchadnezzer- seeing as they didn't really need crews anymore- that also held too many memories of him. She just had to go on with her life, but somehow, she knew it was too much.


Cause everytime we touch,

I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last, need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch,

I feel this static and everytime we kissI reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so,

I can't let you go. Want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch,

I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last, need you by my side.


A/N- kind of ironic this song- seeing how Neo could fly, but I though it was perfect for my first fanfic.

Please review! It's my first fanfiction! Cookies to all who do!