I don't own a thing because if I did Kairi would be dead Sora and Riku would be screwing and kissing every three seconds. Leon Cloud and Sephiroth would so be in a three-some. It'd be all good.

Sorry it's been awhile but my friend died, I have work, and projects due so I apologize,

Plot: Sora made a promise to his best friend when they were younger but when the two start to grow apart can Sora still keep him safe from his worst enemy, himself?

Song: Kremlin Dusk by Utada Hikaru I love this song

Diana and Evana are OCs made by me.

The past Riku: 7 Sora 6 1/2

The present Riku: 17 Sora 16 1/2

Chapter 3: Kremlin Dusk

All along I was searching for my Lenore

In the words of Mr. Edgar Allan Poe

Now I'm sober and nevermore

Will the raven come to bother me at home

Calling you

Calling you home

You

Calling you

Calling you home

--------------The Past----------------------

Riku looked up at his father as he entered the room with a smirk. " Riku, you've been a bad boy. Telling your mother that you didn't want to go out and spend the day with me. We would have had so much fun but now you have to be punished." The man grabbed Riku's wrist and threw him onto the bed. He straddled the boy as Riku started to cry.

"Please stop. No more." The little boy cried out.

"But Riku we're just getting started." The man laughed as he pulled away Riku's short with one pull.

"Please leave me alone! I don't want to! Please stop! Daddy don't. Not again." Riku cried out as the man removed his own pants.

"But Riku it always gets more fun then this and you like fun remember. You and your little friend Sora have it all the time we're just having big kid fun. So enjoy it." The man pushed into Riku's body dry making the child scream out as tears fell freely down his face. "No one cares about you. Not me. Not your mother. Even that little friend of yours will leave you one day and you'll be all alone. Your better off dead. Your nothing. Worthless. A monster."

Riku shook his head side to side. "Ora, help me!" The boy let his head fall to the side as his father thrusted into him violently. The stars outside his window shone so brightly outside. Riku wished that he could be free to shine and live brightly as the stars did but he was worthless and no one would help him but he had to hope that he's pleas would be heard. By someone. Anyone. "Ora, save me."

--------------The Present-----------------

Riku opened his eyes to the darkness of his room. "How did I get up here?"

"I dragged your ass up the stairs after you passed out and finally quit screaming." Riku's eyes widened before his eyes became downcasted.

"What did you hear?" Sora shrugged.

"Nothing much unless you screaming daddy don't. And please stop and oh yeah help me. Ora, save me! Riku when the fuck were you gonna tell me what your dad was doing? What the hell. How could I help you if I didn't know it was happening? And who the fuck was that downstairs? You didn't fight him off to hard did you. What the fuck are you some kind of whore or something? Wouldn't surprise me Kairi told me you were a bad seed and that it was good when we stopped being friends. I knew I was stupid to actually feel sorry for you!" Riku's mouth fell open before he glared at Sora.

" Don't you fucking start with me Sora Itami! A. I did tell you. Me and you had plans remember to try and call the police but then the old bastard died."

"Because you killed him! That man said you killed him!"

"Oh so now you seemed to think that the reason we couldn't say anything was because I killed him. Sora you already knew that! You told me that they'd understand that it was out of self defense or some buillshit like that!" Sora looked confused.

"What the hell are you talking about you never told me any of that. I should have listened to Kairi and stayed in class so I didn't get group with a crazy asshole." Riku glared at Sora.

"Your saying you honestly don't remember me telling you?" Sora rolled his eyes.

"Yea I don't know cause you never told me you lying asshole." Riku snorted.

"No I told you. I told you everything. Because I trusted you with everything I had and all I really had in life was you.You took everything away when you left Sora Itami. You took my life, my soul, and my heart when you went away. That man downstairs was Ansem. He's been trying to make me get over you because I told him to. I'm not a whore because he's the only one I sleep with. I've been with him since you left. He was there and offered me a place to stay when summer came and I needed food. Or when I wanted to feel someone's touch other then the harsh slap from my mother. Diana and Evana are his nieces and we became really close since they live with him. Ansem is the only person who doesn't think of me as some kind of monster and as for Kairi that bitch is nothing but trouble. She was always trying to break us apart. Hell I even heard her swear that one day she was going to hit you with a rock and get rid of every memory of me you had so she could have you all to herself.

"Looks like she didn't need the rock. Your nothing more then her lap dog. Ever since you went to that damn camp you've never been the same. You didn't even seem to know me anymore. You know what Sora. You nearly killed me the day you came back with that confused look on your face as if you couldn't figure out why I was there. Then when I tried to hug you you pushed me down and asked me what the hell was wrong me and my faggot ass. The you ran over to Kairi and you two kissed right in front of me. Do you now how I felt Sora. I was devistaded. I couldn't believe it. That night I went home and cut my wrists open just to watch them bleed. I wanted to be dead Sora, and to tell you the truth I think your mom would have been the only one to care. Your mom Sora, not mine but yours."

Sora looked at the boy. Something not quite right in Sora's mind. If everything Riku had just said was true then Sora was missing a huge gap in his memory. He tried to remember but everything was blurred or blank. He tried but it hurt as he drew nothing more then a blank. Now Sora had to face the basic question. Who was lying, Riku or Kairi.

By the door you said you had to go

Couldn't help me any anymore

This I saw coming long before

So I kept on staring out the window

Calling you,

Calling you home...

You,

Calling you,

Calling you home...

"Riku I have to go. My mom has been saving up for me to go to this camp for almost a year. I'll be home soon I promise." Riku continued to stare out the window as Sora tried to convince him that he'd be back soon. Something in Riku's gut told him not to let Sora go. To offer to work everyday until his mom was payed back for the trip but Sora's heart was set on it. There was no way for Riku to go because his mother would never allow it and it was to late to sign up.

"Promise me you'll come back to me." Sora sighed.

"I promise Iku. I always come back to you. You are my heart. My world. I love you. I always will but I can't help you right now. It's only a month I'll be back before you know I'm gone and then we'll set everything striaght." Riku nodded and turned to Sora.

"I love you, Ora." Sora smiled and kissed Riku softly on the lips.

"One day when we're older we'll be together and you can be Riku Itami." Riku laughed.

"Or you can be Sora Itamori." Sora smiled and kissed Riku again.

"Heh I'll be home soon..."

Home? Where is home? Sora? SORA! Sora is my home, but I can't find him.

"Where's your home Riku?" I don't know I can't find him. Sora! Sora! Please find me. Save me. I want to go home. I want to be back with you. I miss you. Sora you promised! You promised to come home... What is home? With a mother? No my mother doesn't like me. With a father? No mine is dead and he didn't like me either.

"Love." Huh who's there. "Love is where home is. Home is what you want it to be but a true home remains in your heart." My heart? " Yes your heart." But Sora has my heart. Sora! Sora is my home...but he has Kairi...I'm not his home anymore. "Sometimes things aren't as they seem. You are still his home...Your home is within your heart...Never let the darkness take that away." Darkness? I have darkness? "Everyone does my child...Darkness will come in at your saddest moment and manifest until it's to late.." I'm sorry...I must be nothing but darkness. "You are not child." How do you know? How do you know? "Heh cause your still alive...you still feel love no matter how far you push it away...your home is still burning deep within you and he is still there. Remember don't forget to find home...Home is where the heart is."

Home...Home...My home is with Sora...My life is with Sora...I'm still in love with Sora...Home. Come home soon Sora...I miss you. Home...come home. Back with me please I need you to be here with me so we can have the home I never had...Sora, come home soon.

I am a natural entertainer

Aren't we all holding pieces of dying ember?

I'm just trying to remember who I can call,

Who can I call?

Home,

Calling you,

Calling you...

I run a secret propaganda

Aren't we all hiding pieces of broken anger?

I'm just trying to remember who I can call,

Who can I call?

Riku opened his eyes and looked at the boy sleeping on the floor on a sleeping bag that Riku had forgotten he had owned. Riku almost felt at peace with Sora there but he knew better then to let himself fall for him again, and yet it seemed so hard when he looked at him. "It's only a month and then he'll run off with her again... He never loved me. I mean who could. I'm a used little play thing." Riku sighed as he rolled back onto his bed.

"Iku..." Riku blinked and looked back at Sora who was sprawled out on the floor like he use to do when they were kids. "Iku...I miss you." Riku bit his lip and sighed.

"It's just a dream. He doesn't feel that way anymore. Wait a minute dreams.""Sometimes things aren't as they seem. You are still his home...Your home is within your heart...Never let the darkness take that away." Riku shook his head. "That's it I need to tell Ansem to be more gently with me next time...Oh Shit Ansem." Riku jumped up from his bed careful to not disturb Sora. He queitly walked to the living room were the phone was. He took a deep breath and dailed the number he now knew by heart. He wait one ring..Two rings.

"Hello?" Riku sighed he was still up.

"Sorry I never called." There was a sigh on the other end.

"It's okay. How you doing I didn't ruff you up to bad did I?"

"No but you gave Sora the idea that I'm a whore."

"Sora? You mean he was there?"

"Yes. We have the project and we're forced to spend a whole month together.."

"I see. Riku remember what we talked about when you first told me about Sora?"

"Yes."

"You do realize that I inteand to use this to my advantage because one of two things will happen love. Either you two will stop being stupid and realize your in love again or I'll keep you for myself. No sweat of my back but Di and Eva really want you to be happy and your happy here but we're all like family and your over reactant mother who happens to be in love with someone. Just remember Riku whatever happens I'll still be there for you...In fact why don't you bring him by one day. I'd like to meet the one that managed to wreak your world in one day."

Riku sighed," Alright I'll bring him by...but no funnty business."

"Who little ol me? Why I'd never."

"Yea and if we put a rabbit in with a pack of wolves the rabbit would live in peace. I just hope you know what your doing cause I'm not helping you in anyway."

"Heh don't worry I've got the wonder twins here. They'll help me fix you two back together. See you soon love. Kiss kiss." Riku rolled his eyes as he hung up.

"Who was that?" Riku jumped and looked over his shoulder. Sora looked at him with sleepy eyes as he yawned. Riku blushed for a second before lowering his head. Sora wasn't his anymore he just had to tell that to his heart. "Everyone does my child...Darkness will come in at your saddest moment and manifest until it's to late.." Riku sighed, "How do you know that I'm not controled by the darkness?". "Heh cause your still alive...you still feel love no matter how far you push it away...your home is still burning deep within you and he is still there. Remember don't forget to find home...Home is where the heart is."

Born in a war of opposite attraction

It isn't, or is it a natural conception?

Torn by the arms in opposite directions

It isn't, or is it a Modernist reaction?

Born in a war of opposite attraction

It isn't, or is it a natural conception?

Torn by the arms in opposite directions

It isn't, or is it a Modernist reaction?

"That was Ansem and he's decided that we should have a visit. You, me, him, and the wonder twins." Sora rolled his eyes.

"It's your part of the project so why not." Riku sneered and walked passed Sora making sure to bump into him hard." Ow what the fuck was that for? "

"You know everytime I start to think that the old Sora is back you open your mouth and manage to give the bloody wake up call that I could live without." Riku ran up to his room and threw himself down on the bed. He closed his eyes tightly in an attempt to keep the tears at bay.

"Riku? Are you okay?" Sora slowly walked into the room.

"Yeah Sora, I'm just one big fucking ray of sunshine." Riku rolled over and looked at Sora his eyes glistening with tears. Sora sighed and walked into the room.

"Look Riku I'm So..." Sora tripped on the blanket on the floor landing on Riku's bed ontop of Riku with his lips pressed against Riku's. The two sat frozen in place as warmth rushed through them. Sora pulled away slowly and looked into Riku's eyes. "I promise Iku. I always come back to you. You are my heart. My world. I love you. I always will but I can't help you right now. It's only a month I'll be back before you know I'm gone and then we'll set everything striaght." 'Set what striaght? What's going on?' "Riku I have to go. My mom has been saving up for me to go to this camp for almost a year. I'll be home soon I promise." Sora looked at Riku and for a moment a little boy looked back at him except he had a sad smile. "I love you, Ora." 'Ora? No one's called me that in so long. Riku called me that the day I left but that can't be...we weren't friends then.' "Heh I'll be home soon..." 'Home?'

Riku looked at Sora and blinked. He felt as if he had just watched his whole life go by and relived every wonderful kiss the two had shared. Gis heart was beating quickly in his chest as he watched the boy above him. Sora looked down at him with confused eyes. "Riku?" Riku blinked as Sora pressed his lips to his again. "Riku I love you. I love only you. Never leave me. " The Riku underneath him began to cry as the room filled with light.

Is it like this

(Born in a war of opposite attraction)

Is it always the same?

When a heartache begins,

(Torn by the arms in opposite directions)

Is it like this?

Do you like this?

(Born in a war of opposite attraction)

Is it always the same?

Will you come back again?

(Torn by the arms in opposite directions)

Do you like this?

Sora shot up from his place on the floor. Riku was still lying in his bed asleep as the sun started to rise behind the curtains. 'It was a dream?' Something inside of Sora hurt and it made Sora want to break down and cry. He had seen something that felt familiar in the dream a look at his forgotten memory. If it were true then Kairi had a lot of explaing to do but for now Sora wanted nothing more then to lay back down and sleep. "No more Riku dreams. must sleep." With that Sora fell back into the blanketand within a minute he was out like a lightbulb that had been smashed in with a sludge hammer.

Riku looked over at the tape recorder. '5 minutes?' Riku reached out his hand and popped out the tape. Riku was written across it in the teachers handwriting. He place the tape back in and sighed as he pressed record. Riku sighed as he looked over at Sora. "By the door you said you had to go. Couldn't help me any anymore. This I saw coming long before. So I kept on staring out the window. Calling you, Calling you home...You, Calling you, . Calling you home...I am a natural entertainer. Aren't we all holding pieces of dying ember?. I'm just trying to remember who I can call, Who can I call?Is it always the same?

When a heartache begins,Is it always the same? Will you come back again?" Riku sang softly into the tape recorder as he stared at the sleeping brunette.

"All along I was searching for my Lenore. In the words of Mr. Edgar Allan Poe. Now I'm sober and nevermore. Will the raven come to bother me at home. Calling you. Calling you home." Riku let the song die out after skiping from he middle to the beginning. "Sora why do you do this to me? I love'd you once isn't that enough. Isn't enough that you broke me apart the first time. You've forgetten everything it seems that ever happened before you went away. I run a secret propaganda. Aren't we all hiding pieces of broken anger? I'm just trying to remember who I can call, Who can I call?If you like this, Will you remember my name? Will you come play it again, If you like this? Oh, do you like this?" With that Riku turned off the tape recorder and set it down where it had once been.

He looked over to where a clock shown the time brightly in green. He had to get a new one since he broke the other one with a bat...good thing Ansem made sure he had a closet full. "6:59 hmm Sora's susppose to follow my every move heh...this should be fun. Yo Sora wake the fuck up!" Sora mummbled something in his sleep before something landed on him. It didn't feel to heavey but when he looked up he saw Riku sitting on him. "Don't you dare tell me I'm heavy you little prick I am underweight."

Sora bit his lip when he realized that it was true. "Okay fine I won't but could you get off of me." Riku stood and walked over to his closet. He pulled out a pair of black trip pants withs little handcuffs on the back. He pulled out a long sleeve black shirt that said "The best part of what has happen must have been the part I missed." written in pink. He walked over to a little bag and pulled out some eyeliner and mascara. He looked over his shoulder at Sora.

"You going to go to school like that?" Sora shook his head and stood up to retrieve his bag. Riku took this chance to go into the bathroom and change. "Just cause he knows I'm underweight doesn't mean he needs a close up of it.He quickly brushed his teeth and got dressed before applying his make up. Out of fun he had gotten his Naruto headband as well. When he came out Sora was dressed and ready to go. Riku grabbed his backpack which was still as empty as yesterday and walked out leaving Sora behind to retrieve his notbook and tape recorder.

Diana and Evana stood at his doorstep waiting for him to come out. Diana once again wore a black mini skirt except with a Gir shirt that said I want to be a mongoose with Gir dressed like a mongoose. She had blak and pink stockings on and black vans. She was with her cat ears today. Evana wore the ears and had a similar outfit except her shirt had Gir and said Let's make cupcakes and Gir holding a cupcake. "You ladies look lovely as ever." They smirked.

"Don't try to be nice to us Riku you know what we have planned." Evana said darkly.

"You and the asshole will be together again or else we'll have another uncle. Who just happens to a be a sexy yet skinny man." Riku rolled his eyes at the two as Sora walked out. He looked at the girls who merely looked back at him.

"Umm good morning. Diana. Goodmorning Evana." The two nodded.

"Aw Riku would you like some help today looks like Uncle gave you a hard time yesterday." Diana and Eana walked over to him.

"Don't you two be nice to me when I mad at you...and yes." The two smirk at him.

"Heh coming Itami?" Sora nodded and followed behind the strange group. 'I Riku's telling the truth and if I would have stayed with him would he still be friends with these two? If he would have then would I have been friends with them?'

"Come on Sora!" Evana cried out. Sora shook his head and ran after the three. When they reached the corner they ran into Kairi and the others.

"Watch where your going you ingrates!" She yelled out before she caught sight of Sora. "Oh Sora honey I'm so sorry you got grouped up with trash but you don't need to spend every waking moment with him do you? I mean really now it wouldn't be the first time you've ignored the directions and got a good grade. Come on Sora you can still sit with me on the bus." Sora looked at her. It seemed strange how much uglier Kairi looked when you were standing on this side of her.

Is it always the same?

And will you come back again?

Do you like this?

Oh, do you like this?

Is it like this?

(Born in a war of opposite attraction)

Is it always the same?

(It isn't, or is it a natural conception?)

(Torn by the arms in opposite directions)

If you change your phone number,

(It isn't, or is it a Modernist reaction?)

Will you tell me?

"Nah I think I'm going to do this project right." Sora didn't excatly trust Kairi anymore nor did he trust Riku but something aboutthe way she was talking made him even less then willing to listen to her.

"Sora come on you don't need to sit with that trash remember what he did?" Sora stopped and looked at her.

"No Kairi in all honesty I don't remember what he did. In fact all I remember is what you told me about him." Riku blinked and looked at Sora.

"What?" Kairi glared at Riku.

"You keep your mouth shut. Trying to currupt my poor Sora's mind with your lies."

"You shut the hell up you stupid bitch!" Evana screamed.

"Make me you piece of poor trash!" Kairi smirked.

"You know what you little bitch. Our father and mother were both writers, our mom as a singer and our father an actor. They were famous bitch and when they died they left everything to us. So guess what. We're rich bitch. Plus our uncle is also a writter and head at the police station. So why don't you go fuck yourself you little bitch." Selphie and the others blushed at Kairi's mistake.

"Wait you two are rich and you hang out withy people like Riku?" Diana and Evana smirked and nodded.

"We have a good sense of character and noticed you were a bitch the moment we saw you. Back at that camp. Remember Kairi?" Kairi's eyes widened before she walked off.

" You two were there?" Evana nodded.

"We're not telling you anything though." Sora sighed. He was still stuck at square one. He wanted to remember so he could find out how much of a dick he really was towards Riku. Sora looked over to Riku who looked away. Something wasn't right here and only the twins, Kairi, and Sora knew though Sora couldn't really remember what it was. "I'll figure it out." He wispeared as the bus pulled upto the stop.

Is it like this?

Is it always the same?

When a heartache begins,

Is it like this?

If you like this,

Will you remember my name?

Will you come play it again,

If you like this?

Oh, do you like this?

Kit: wow that took me a whole day to right heh. I really like that song I've listened to it for over 13 hours. So I guess you guys can guess that something happened at camp and it took away Sora's memories. heh Please review.