Author: Sivan Shemesh
Beta: Blame it on me.
Summary to part I (to each DD part): Dean watched his brother as he laughs with his friends, while he feels all-alone.
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural.
I sat in my car, my beautiful black car over the Stanford University.
I wait, like I wait for my victim to come over the bait.
I watch the university's gates. Luckily Sam didn't even see me as I watch him, examine any move that he did.
I watch him as he laughs with his friends. He must at last feel to belong to something to feel normal, not like me, a simple 'freak'.
I knew that he wish to be normal, but how could he doing that to me? I am his big brother, I thought that he loves me… but I guess that I was living in dreams, as he left, as mother had left me; Sam left without even say it to my face, and now Dad.
Will I know how to act as him amongst friends? Will I know how to laughs again?
But with father I felt so safe and secure, and yet in myself, I've been fragile to loneliness, as the darkness come to hunt me.
End of Part I.