Title: I Fall to Pieces
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: They're not mine and neither's the song The song I Fall to Pieces is sung by LeAnn Rimes
Summary: Max's thoughts about Logan. A 'what if' scenario...
A/N: Please don't flame me, I'm a major shipper, but I had to write this. I would appreciate feedback though. It is Max's thought about Logan.

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I Fall To Pieces
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Why did you have to leave me? Didn't you know I lived each day to hear your voice? You said we could still be friends. A couple of months ago maybe I would have been okay with you saying that. But not now. Now I'm crushed by those words. It would be too much strain on my fragile heart for us to just be friends since I want so much more.

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I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend?
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I wouldn't have kissed you if I had known it would end like this. Now I'm all alone. How could I ever forget a single thing about you? After all you have done for me. You made me fall in love with you. You could have explained from the beginning that you were just like all the other guys that I have ever met. But you had me fooled, right from the start.

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You want me to act like we've never kissed
You want me to forget
Pretend we've never met
And I've tried and I've tried but I haven't yet
You walk by and I fall to pieces
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Original Cindy asked about you the other day. I just about cried. If I wasn't the type to be strong everytime something went wrong, I would have cried in front of her. I didn't want her pity though. I wanted you. I can't stand being away from you. It breaks my heart, every minute.

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I fall to pieces
Each time someone speaks your name
I fall to pieces
Time only acts to the flame
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The last time I saw you with her, you smiled and said that I could easily find someone for myself. Sure, I could have any guy I wanted, but I want someone I can trust. Someone that I won't have to explain everything to. I thought that was you. Why did I have to be so naive. It wasn't like me at all, to be that way. I knew you less than I knew Original Cindy and you found out about me first. I didn't have to tell you everything, you already knew. You know everyhting about me. I will never find anyone like you?

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You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone who'll love me too
The way you used to do
But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces

You walk by and I fall to pieces
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Why did I let you get to me like you did?

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A/N: I hope something like this never happens, the idea just came to me and I had to write it. It is basically a 'what if' scenario.