Suffer

This is a one-shot tell me if you like it.(Olivia Thoughts)

I own nothing cotaining to L&O SVU... Or do I...

Sometimes you just have to let things go.Sometimes you have forgive and forget.Sometimes it helps to forget about that one thing thats stripping you from the world. Maybe forgetting is the best choice. Maybe it helps for you to just let things be instead of trying to fix the problem and make it worst.

Thats what I keep telling myself every day but it just dont seem to kick in.That night keep playing in my head.The guy walked in the court room and shot her point blank. How did he get pass sercurity?Why didnt I protect her. Why didnt I... So many questions to be answered but no one is ansewreing them. I miss her so much,yeah we had few arguements here and there but we still care about each other. I want to be with her. I will soon be with he. I can feel the pills kicking in now, Soon Alex I will be with you...