Unable to Understand

Chapter Three

Zaku was unable to understand what was going on, or why it kept going further.

'I love you so much…'

The words were still ringing in Zaku's ears. He had never felt so much passion in his life. His heart was never beating so fast. The blood in his veins never felt more like fire in his life and it was all Dosu's doing…

Zaku was unable to understand why it was Dosu making him feel like that…

As they entered that bedroom and clothes were removed, Dosu layed Zaku on the bed and looked at him straight in the eye. He could see a truly confused look on his face, as if he didn't understand what was going on, but that look was soon replaced by lust as the smaller boy snatched up Dosu's lips in yet another fervent kiss. This is everything that Dosu had ever wanted and for some reason, Zaku was realizing that this is everything he ever wanted as well…

He didn't understand it, but he wanted it…

Dosu kissed Zaku's body all around and caught every inch of skin, ever inch of flesh into a prison of sweet kisses. Zaku moaned somewhat and placed his hands on the back of Dosu's head. It was the most amazing feeling that he had ever experienced in his whole entire life, he was having so much fun, it was so awesome, he was so… in love?

The thought crossed his mind. After all of these years, could Zaku actually be in love with his comrade. It was absurd. Although, the thought of being in love with this guy actually made him feel warm for a change and not the like the bloodthirsty killer that a lot of people thought that he was. But with the look that Dosu was giving, Zaku felt nothing like a bloodthirsty killer, he felt like a human being that is loved and is accepted.

As Zaku was being placed on Dosu's lap, Dosu gave the boy one more warm look.

"Are you ready…?" he asked.

"Yes I am…" replied Zaku.

And now Dosu had entered and Zaku had accepted this. It was a strange feeling but it just felt way too good for it to be bad. But after all of this Zaku was still unable to understand any of it…

This love stuff…

Why him…

Why now…

It was all a mystery…

Especially now…

It was the middle of the night and Zaku woke up, not alone… it was a nice feeling…

He loved this feeling so much even though he was unable to understand it…

He cuddled closer into Dosu's arms. It was okay to be like this behind closed doors he thought…

"I love you too Dosu…" he whispered.

He may have been unable to understand the feeling but he knew it wouldn't hurt him… or so he thought anyway…

To be continued…