Well it's been a while since I've posted anything, almost a month, and I've been using that month to think about things. And it finally came to my attention that, I'm not really cut out to do this anymore...errr, at all really. When I started, I wasn't really good, but it was you people who reviewed and told me I needed to fix this, and stop doing this, and start doing this, so I followed, and soon writing was my only hobby. It was what I looked forward everyday to, getting to come home from my crappy school and tying up a new chapter for my people, but, as it should, and will, everything changes, and I just think that...I'm not good enough to do this anymore. Not to mention that things have really changed around here, a whole new breed of authors, a whole new demand for a whole new type of story and/or plot, and I just can't keep up anymore. I always promised myself two things,
1. If I know I can't carry a plot or story anymore, I'll ditch it.
2. I WILL NOT let my people down.
And I think that I'm going to have to, and are doing both of those, and it makes me sick, so I really don't know how to put this, so I'm just gonna come straight out with it,
And when I say I quit, I don't mean that in three weeks there's gonna be this glorious comeback and I'm gonna be all happy/jumpy again and...no, not gonna happen. I think it would be best if I just quit, and let the new authors do what they wanted. You see, when you have a sled, and you have four dogs but they are all old, and you get four new dogs, you don't put three good one's on and leave one old one, because he's only gonna slow the rest down.
So, I'm really sorry about all the unfinished work, but one thing, I happen to have the last chapter of An Angels falling, A devils uprise almost complete, so I'll finish that and post it 12/15/06.
And you can b'tch at me all you want, and tell me to quit feeling sorry for myself, but the truth is, I'm not, and all that is from the heart, so just flame away, I really don't care anymore.
So, fanfiction dot net, I've got...just..two words for ya...