Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Seed, or and of it's drool worthy characters, sigh.

Warnings: Yaoi, Shonen-ai, Gay Men, Gay Sex, DESCRIPTIVE gay sex, understand? - honestly if you didn't know thata already I would think you dumb for even being on this site! oh and bad language I suppose -whistles nonchalantly-

ZOMG IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I UPDATED THIS! ACK! I'm so sorry everyone! I've been in the process of packing because im moving on December 17, Also a term just ended so I just got a SHITLOAD of exams dumped on my head! But I'm UPDATING AGAIN HULLAH! There's probably only going to be 2 or 3 more chapters, but i'll try to make them long and good , i have it all planned out in my head, but this story is surprisingly hard to write for whatever reason. Oh well, Enjoy!!




"Good morning Ensign Jule." Said the Commander, blood dripping from his open mouth.

Yzak openly stared at the scene displayed before him. There stood the Commander, his shirt and mouth dripping with blood, and a chain whip dangled in his hands. Behind him lay Dearka, broken and bloody. His eyes were closed, and his clothes were torn and scattered around him.

Realizing what must have happened, Yzak screamed, firing both guns directly at him. But, the Commander wasn't without his coordinater abilities, and easily rolled off to the side, though one bullet grazzed his cheek.

"Surprised to see Dearka in this state Yzak? I must say, his blood tastes very rich, almost like a nicely aged wine!" He yelled, dodging the second birage of bullets that Yzak fired. He gave up trying to get him that way and raced foreward tackling Le Crueset into the wall. Lifting him up by his shirt collar, he stared into the eyes of the one man he hated the most.

"How could you do this to him! You fucking ruthless BASTARD! I'll FUCKING KILL YOU!" He screamed, slamming his fist into Le Crueset's gut, hearing the sickening, justifying crunch of breaking bones. Then he heard a distinct coughing coming from across the room. In his moment of distraction, Le Crueset managed to throw him off and before he could gett himself off the floor, he had wrapped the chain around Dearka's neck and was lifting him off the ground.

"DEARKA!" Yzak yelled, trying to get to him but the Commander continued to choke him as he writhed and screamed, trying to get away.

"NOT ONE STEP CLOSER ENSIGN." Le Crueset renched through gritted teeth.


"No, but, i'll let him live if you put down those guns."

Yzak growled, then looked at Dearka, whose eys were full of pleading as tears streamed from them. He couldn't stand to let him die. So, slowly he placed both weapons on the floor.

"Kick them to me."

Yzak, letting go of his pride, kicked the weapons over to his side of the room. The moment he did so, the Commander let go of the chain, and just let Dearka fall to the floor. He gingerly looked up and let out a whispered 'Yzak', before slumping back down.

"What's that little whore? Calling out to your love? Well we can't have that!" The Commander said, slamming his foot into the small of Dearka's back. Dearka screamed, curling into a ball.

"You Bastard, get away from him!" Yzak yelled, running foreward, but Rau grabbed one of the guns and pointed it directly at him.

"That wasn't in the agreement Yzak. I said I wouldn't kill him, but then again, I didn't say I wouldn't kill you!" He said, cocking the gun.

"NO!" Dearka screamed.

A single shot sounded through the room.


Rau Le Crueset crumpled to the ground, blood running from a bullet wound in his chest. Behind him stood Athrun, holding the smoking pistol. He leaned over and spat into Le Crueset's face. Nicol came through the broken door behind him, and looked at the fallen general in disgust.

"Is that good enough for redemption Yzak?" Athrun asked, referring to what transpired earlier that day.

"Yes, god, thank you, fuck, thank you Athrun!" Yzak whispered, running to Dearka, who looked at him with a small smile on his face, which quickly turned into sobs that rocked through his entire body. Yzak brought him into his arms and cried with him. Even as blood and tears soaked through him he held on strong. He had found love in this man, and he was never going leave him again. Gingerly he lifted Dearka with him to their feet. He wrapped his own long trench coat around his bare shoulders and kissed him lightly.

"Yzak?" The blonde whispered, looking up at him with teary blue eyes.

"It's ok Dearka, It's ok, it's all over. I'm here, I won't let anything happen to you anymore." Yzak said, wrapping his arms around him again, gentle as to not cause his bruises to hurt.

"Please Yzak, dont' leave me all alone, plea-" Dearka stopped midsentence, slumping into his arms.

"Shit." Yzak wound Dearka's arms around his neck, and pulled him onto his back. He ran out the door, and with Nicol in front and Athrun covering the back, they ran down the flights of stairs and right to the car.


It had been 3 days now since that fateful day. Once they had taken Dearka to the hospital, Yzak had refused to leave his side. Athrun and Nicol would come in and visit during the day, sometimes to find Yzak sleeping on the side of the hospital bed with his head on his hands. His wounds weren't severe, but they were many, so the doctors had put him into a healing sleep that would help him get better faster. He was supposed to wake up anny time now, and Yzak never left the Blonde by himself. He had asked him not to leave him all alone, and he would be damned if Dearka woke up and he wasn't there.

Gently he placed his hand in Dearka's and squeezed it lightly. He almost jumped out of his skin as he felt the pressure returned lightly and looked up into a bright blue gaze. He almost cried as he saw a smile grace Dearka's face.

"Yzak?" Came the faint whisper as he tried to sit up.

"Oh thank god you're ok!" Yzak said leaning foreward and wrapping his arms tightly around him.

"I'm sorre, I'm SO sorry Yzak, I didn't want to go back, but I couldn't bring myself to tell Nicol and Athrun so I went anyways, and I said that I wasn't going to do that today, I tried to leave but he had the whip and he bound me and I couldn't, I couldn't do anything to stop him, I-"

Yzak placed his hand over his mouth to silence him. "I know Dearka, I know. I don't care about what was done, I care about you, I won't let anything else happen to you now alright?"

Dearka had tears in his eyes as he pulled back to look at Yzak. "I-I Don't deserve you."

Yzak frowned and held Dearka's face in his hands. "Let me be the judge of that. You deserve everything you have for going through what you went through."

"I love you so much, you don't even know." Dearka whispered.

Yzak didn't answer, instead just leaning foreward and kissing him gently. He felt arms encircle his back and pulled away, looking into the tearful face of the one he loved. But he new now that those tears were from happiness, instead of depression. Then someone coughed from the door.

Yzak turned to look at Athrun, who walked in, closely followed by Nicol.

"Well this seems like an opportune moment to tell you guys that we are boyfriends." Yzak said looking at Athrun, with a slightly amused expression.

"Great for you! I'd like to take this opportunity to tell you that Nicol and I are also going out. We have been for a couple of weeks now." Athrun responded, wrapping and arm around Nicol's waist.

"Well that explains a lot. I wasn't paying attention at the time but Nicol, you were only wearing a towel when I came to see Athrun." Yzak laughed.

Nicol blushed, and rested his head against Athrun's shoulder. "Anyway, it's good to see you awake and well Dearka."

"Thank you, all for saving me from him." Dearka said, leaning fully onto Yzak to hold him up. He wiped the tears from his eyes and smiled.

"Don't worry about it Dearka, I just wish you'd have told us sooner! We could have stopped it right away!" Athrun said, frowning at the floor.

"Don't get on his case Athrun, I commend you for coming when you did, but I won't have you thinking he's a fault." Yzak said wrapping his arms around Dearka.

"I know he's not at fault, I'm just angry at Le Crueset for doing this." Athrun answered, "Just concentrate on getting better alright Dearka?" With the blonde's nod, he walked back to the door, taking Nicol with him. "We'll leave you guys now that we know he's awake." With a smile, he closed the door behind him.

"I do love you, you know that right?" Yzak asked, placing his forehead against Dearka's.

"I know, and I love you more than you could ever imagine." Dearka answered, leaning back against the pillows to sleep. Yzak got up to go and sit in the chair, but Dearka grabbed his hand. " Will, you just... sleep with me? I don't want to wake up alone."

"Of course, I told you that i'm never going to leave you alone again." Yzak said, laying down beside him. Gently he wrapped his arms around Dearka and covered them with the blanket. Dearka snuggled into Yzak's neck and fell into a deep sleep once more. Yzak sighed and closed his eyes, glad that everything was right again.


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