A/N: Hey everyone. It's me again. This is somewhat of a Troypay one-shot, yet it is not. I came up with it while updating some of my other fics. I just felt like this song fits well with this fic. This will be told in Sharpay P.O.V. So here it is.

Disclaimer- I do not own anything that has to do with High School Musical, or the song "Behind These Hazel Eyes" which is by Kelly Clarkson.

Behind these Hazel Eyes

I sigh as I see you with her. You are whispering in her ear, and she begins to giggle. I am disgusted at the sight. I see you then placing your lips onto hers. I almost gag. Ryan looks at me to see if I am alright. I tell him I had something in my throat. He just tells me to be careful, and goes on to writing in his notebook. I put my head on the desk, and reminisce the days when you were mine. Ah! Those were the days. I remember every single detail. Every time I was with you, I felt like I was in heaven. I remember how we used to walk down the halls, holding hands. People stared, but we didn't care. All that mattered was that we were together. I remember how you used to hold me in your loving arms. I felt so loved; so wanted. I thought nothing would ever keep us apart. Oh, how I was wrong.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep

Ms. Darbus is talking about the next musicale, but I am not paying attention. All I can concentrate on is you and her. I hate her. I honestly do. It's not because of her looks, her personality, or even the fact she stole the musicale. No, I hate her because she stole you. You were mine, but now, you are hers. You don't know how I feel Troy! You don't. You don't know how I am hurting so bad, Troy. I feel like crap, and it's all because of you, Troy. It's all because of you. And her.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I decide to rest my head again, and to think of anything. Anything to get my mind off you, Troy. But I can't. I am thinking of you, Troy Bolton. You were my boyfriend, my rock, my friend. I told you everything that was on my mind. And you listened. Every time I was around you, I felt like I could be myself. I felt like I could be the true Sharpay. At school, I was known as the 'Ice Queen,' but when I was with you, I was me. But now you are gone, and now I can never be myself ever again. Now I have to pretend to be the girl that shows no emotion; the girl who has to be mean to everyone. That includes you. I will always be known as the 'Ice Queen."

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

You two are now secretly holding each other's hands. You two are trying not to get caught by Ms. Darbus. Oh, how I remember when we used to do that. I decide to raise my hand, and tell Ms. Darbus what you two are doing, just in spite. She separates the two of you, and both of you give me glare. I just give you a smug look. Yet inside, I am trying so hard not to cry. I hate making you hate me, but there is no other choice. I have to.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Why? Oh Why? I trusted you, and you took it for granted. I want to tell myself that I don't love you, but I can't. I know that that is not true. I know that I will always love you. No matter what, I will never forget you, and that is why I hate myself. I hate that I can never speak to you, talk to you, or to kiss those lovely lips. I hate the fact that I always cry inside my room. But, I refuse to show my emotions. I am finally able to not show emotion on the outside. Not anymore.

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

There is only ten minutes of class left, and I am ecstatic. This is the only class I that I have with you. Now I don't have to see your face. Your beautiful face. The face of an angel. My thoughts are interrupted by seeing you furiously writing a note. You tell Chad to pass it to Taylor, so Taylor could pass it to her. She receives the letter, and begins to giggle. That giggle is annoying. I raise my hand and tell Ms. Darbus that you and her are passing notes. She gives both of you, as well as Taylor and Chad, detentions. When Ms. Darbus is not looking, you give me a deadly stare. I just give you a cocky smile. That's right, Troy. I want you to hate me. That is the only way I get you out of my life.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


The bell finally rings, and I get out, and walk away. Just as I am walking down the hallway, I slip and drop all my books. People are laughing at me, and I am on the verge of crying. Then someone comes to my aide, and helps me up. I look to see who helped me, and I am shocked at who it is. It was you. After everything I did, you still have the audacity to come and help me. I scoff at you, and begin to walk away. You follow me. You ask me if I am okay, and I tell you that why should you care. You shrug, and I begin to walk away. You grab my hand, and I am forced to look into your crystal blue eyes. I try hard to look away, but I can't. Your eyes are so beautiful. You touch my cheek, and I am ready to melt. You see that I am hurting. You tell me that you have always known. You are about to place your lips onto mine, but I push you away. I tell you no, and walk away.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I couldn't kiss you, Troy. I just couldn't. I cannot bare for you to hurt me again. Never again will you hurt me. I will never be with you, no matter how much I love you. I will pretend to hate you. I will pretend to act like everything is okay. I will pretend to take joy out of hurting people. I will pretend to be the 'Ice Queen.' If this means that I will never be with you, then so be it. I will be strong, and move on. I will be hurting inside, but I can live. For you see, Bolton, you will never get to see the tears I cry… behind these hazel eyes.

But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

A/N: Well that's the end. Hope you liked. And I will update my other fics. So until then, asta la vista.