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Disclaimer:I do not own Instant Star, nor do I own the song "Come On Over" Instant Star owns themselves, as do Alexz and Tim. I do, however, own this story! (Besides, Tommy wouldn't have left if I owned I/S!)

I can not express how many time I've written this down…the night of the accident comes back to me some times….but most of the time I just choose to push it out of my mind…I mean yeah, she was my life…But she left me 2 beautiful children to take care of…I wonder if she knows how well they're doing in school…If she wishes she could come back? Mmmm…But if I wallow in my own misery for too long, I forget that it's time to work…But we used to work together…and they the unthinkable happened…but the girl is my life, and she would want me to go on with life…

Flashback

"Hey, Quinc….whatcha thinking about?" She sat down next to the dark-haired hottie in the sound booth.

"Nothing of your interest, Harrison…you hear the new single?"

"Uh…whose?...Last I heard, some ex boy-bander was trying to break onto the scene with some song titled "When the Stars Go Blue" with his girlfriend….you know anything about that?"

"Uh…no not really…but I heard the single's pretty hot….and guess who was number one on TRL today with their new single?"

"You?"

"WHITE LINES! NUMBER ONE! JUDE, that rocks!" Kwest walked in the room, and ruined the moment Tommy had built up.

"What!...Tommy?"

"Yeah, girl….it's a hot hit…It might go platinum with out you…" He gave a solemn smile, and gave her a congratulatory hug.

"Now get in there, so we can get a great album out, so it can go platinum, and gold, and all those other things…"

She smiled and then walked to the sound booth, waiting for the signal.

"5, 4, 3, 2, …." He pointed at her.

"Baby come on over tonight, we can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart.
And go from the start.
Baby come on over tonight.
We can make it all right.
Boy there's no one like you.
Do you feel it too.

You say that you want me.
Again and again.
You say that you need me.
To be more than just you're friend.
So I thought about it.
And may be you're right.
I've been checking your records.
And they seem all right.

Baby come on over tonight, we can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart.
And go from the start.
Baby come on over tonight.
We can make it all right.
Boy there's no one like you.
Do you feel it too.

So when we get together.
If just for a while.
Let's make it happen.
Don't waste any time.
And now I need to find out.
What you're about so come over tonight let's sort this out?.

Baby come on over tonight, we can make it all right
Take a piece of my heart.
And go from the start.
Baby come on over tonight.
We can make it all right.
Boy there's no one like you.
Do you feel it too…."

"That was great girl…." Tommy smiled as she came out of the sound booth.

"I'll take this to Darius…" Kwest walked out of the room.

"God, I thought he'd never leave!" Jude jumped im Tommy's arms, and kissed him.

"So…6 months tomorrow…wanna do anything special?"

"Aww…You remembered…." She pecked him on the lips.

"I….I wanna have fun tomorrow….and not have to come to the studio…"

"Well, I think I can squeeze in both…concidering we're both off tomorrow…."

"What? We're supposed to be-"

"She…I talked to D… he agreed to let us have the day off tomorrow…."

She smiled and kissed him again, as Kwest re-entered the room.

"Can't you two wait atleast until I leave?"

"We waited till you left the studio…" Jude turn around, and Tommy wrapped his arms around her waist, setting his head on the top of hers.

"Well, we're gonna go… inspiration is needed!" Jude grabbed her journal off the stand as the walked out of the office, hand in hand.

Flashback Ends

I dropped the kids off at school, and walked into the bedroom, where all the open boxes sat. The scars were still too far open to get rid of it all…but I knew I had to do it eventually. I bent down and grabbed the first box of journals…

Flashback

"God…how many of these do you have?"

"About 40…I've been writing since I was 10…"

"Ugh…you're gonna kill me in these next 50 years, aren't you?"

"Yes….I plan to drive you straight to your grave, with me following…"

She laughed, and tossed a strand of her golden blonde hair behind her…

Flashback Ends

I flipped through the last journal she'd been working on… There was a mix up of words….but in the top corner of the first page, there were several names written.

Little Tommy Q Luvs Jude Harrison…And Ms. Instant Star Luvs Little Tommy Q

JHQ & TQ's kids names (Or atleast what I want Tommy and I to name them…)

JC….Jennifer Catherine…

TJ…Thomas John Quincy, Jr…..It has a nice ring to it…. TJ…

Yeah….it did…. And it still does… But then there's the angry songs from when she was mad….or when we were fighting…or she was being hormonal…those were the worst…Let's face it…we're both stubborn…

I mean… Who isn't though…but that girl…was my world… and now…after 15 years, those 2 will finally know why I loved her so much….